Tuesday, November 29, 2005
went for the basketball thingy today.. haha.. felt so extra at first lar.. actually i wasnt late de.. but cos i was too afraid to go out.. haha.. so i stayed behind the wall and called ying qi. cos only both of us going lar=s
so decided to wait for her.. haha.. so end up both of us are late.. dunno why i was so afraid either.. heh. after that we went to the basketball court lar. den i played like only 2 games den i sprained my finger liao=x. at first i tot it was nothing so didnt really bother but it was so painful and i seriously cant move it. den i told ying qi and i kept avoiding the ball lar.. i was catching with only 8 fingers! but the more i try to avoid the more it came to me=x den ying qi told the ma'ams lar.. den i was like so paiseh..heh..all because of one finger. den ma'am qiutong bought a can drink for me to ice my finger cos no ice. den i wanted to pay her money but she dowan. she wanna drink the drink. and it wasnt cold anymore. sorry ma'am.hee.
after that i tried playing again. but my finger was very very painful lar. and again i tried to avoid the ball. but it still kept coming to me!!argh!! den i caught a ball from someone and it hit my injured finger again!=x so end up my whole finger is injured. at first was the centre joint only after the second hit the top joint oso kena injured.. my poor finger. it's in a really bad state now lor.. sobsob.. den the sec 4 ma'ams were like taking turns to ice my finger with their drink so i ended up being their 'drink holder' haha.. thank you ma'ams!! for helping me ice my finger =)
ohh.. and we saw ma'am elaine. i didnt noe she stay dere.
after that i decided not to play in case i worsen the injury further so yea. i sat there until they went for lunch. ate at singapore post. haha.. den walked around for about 3 mins? haha.. den we sat down at the stairs there to erm talk. but ended up playing truth or dare. i did a stupid dare lar. den after that played zong ji mi ma. the guess number thingy. and i kena AGAIN so i was suppose to call pau to make her say 'you're crazy' den failed. den i tried on soo ming oso failed. heh. btw those things i told u(pau and soo ming) are not true hor.
den after that i went home liao lor. at first me and qi felt so extra when we arrived. but we were not left out lar=)
thank you ma'ams. for inviting us.
i cant move my fourth finger at all~~=(
6:29 PM
Monday, November 28, 2005
been having weird dreams.. but wonderful weird dreams.. haha..
on thursday night i dreamt that i was at a campfire with superstars.. derrick was my boyfriend=) heh. saw sugi too.. we were talking bout some crime stuff.. and sugi commented bout me and derrick:" see how sweet are they. hold hands until liddat." ooohhhhh!!!!!! how i wish it will come true!!!! haha!!!! but i doubt so lar huh.. he's attached! lucky HER. oh yea.. and my dream was complete lar!!! the campfire ended and we went home!! OMG!! bestest dream ever.. lucky me.
friday night i dreamt that junyang was my squadmate.. haha.. cool eh?
how i wish dreams do come true=(
hope i'll dream of sugi den leon..... ohh.. superstars=))
love them. esp derrick.he's the best. shuai and cute and funny and blur=)
sugi's funnily cute. junyang is shuai.leon is cool.
i love u!!
2:40 PM
Saturday, November 26, 2005
another lame survey........
: slept the whole day?
` i tink i did that yest not exactly the whole day but almost..
run naked?
` huh?! obviously.... NOT!
made out with a stranger?
` no duh
sung a song for someone?
` neh
cursed?
` erm... let me think.....
been so crazy in love?
` i guess not..
hated someone?
` yea.. and i still do now.
admitted you were wrong?
` i guess so
worked without sleep?
` nopes
been drunk and passed out?
` nope. i dun drink.
slapped someone?
` yups. fun fun only.. not serious one.
been dumped?
` no.
broken a promise?
` yea=(
been so mad?
` yeps.
>>WHAT DO YOU DO<<
when you wake up?
` try and recall what day isit today and do i have to go skool.
after working/schooling?
` eat play sleep
after a bath?
` dry up
when you got hang over?
` i said i dun drink!
when a child cries?
` scream. no lah.. find his mama
on a sunday?
` tuition
on a hot date?
` eh.................
when someone says you're not attractive?
` i'll say, "really? i tot u are worst."
when you see an ex?
` i'll pretend i didnt see anyone.
when you feel like crying but you don't know
why?
` i just keep it to myself and cry quietly in my room. at night.
when you can't sleep?
` watch tv in the living room
when you're very angry?
` i'll write the name of the person/thing on a paper. tear it into pieces. throw it into the air. and cry.
after a break up?
` erm.. dunno.. never experienced.
9:30 AM
Monday, November 21, 2005
feeling a little bored now.. so i shall do this lame survey?? found in soot's and cera's blog=)
Spell your first name backwards
+ ahtnamas(how to pronounce that?)
the story behind your email address
+ i dunno.. i rather be called saman den sam.. cos i'm not a guy=)
Where do you live?
+ aljunied
3 words that sum you up
+ lame nice cute!
DESCRIBE YOUR:
Wallet
+ orange and full of derrick's photo in it plus my ever dearest first aid licence
Hairbrush
+ erm.. black?
Jewellery you wear daily
+ invisible cos i dun wear them
Pillow cover
+ yellow? with some funny designs on it.
Shoes
+ my everdearest new sport shoes?? white grey with 4 stripes and.. how to describe?? so many things to say!
What you are wearing now
+ bermudas and a yellow quiksilver shirt
Hair
+ black, long and nice
In my mouth
+ tongue and saliva=)
In my head
+ brain lor and in my brain is derrick derrick and derrick.. whoohoo!!!
Eating
+ air.. i'm not eating anything now..
Some of your favourite movies
+ new police story 2, sky high, harry potter + those that got edison chen one..
Something you're looking forward to
+ seeing derrick again and be upclose to him.heh.
The last thing you ate?
+ erm.. orange?
Something that you are deadly afraid of?
+ HIM!
Do you like candles?
+ yep.. nice smelling ones and those with nice designs
Do you believe in a thing called love
+ yeps
Do you believe in soulmates
+ yeps
Do you believe in love at first sight
+ yeps
Do you believe in forgiveness
+ yeps
If you could have any animal for a pet
+ a dolphin
What are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocating
to?
+ singapore singapura and xin jia po (i like where i am now)
What are some of your favourite pick out foods?
+ chocolates.
What's something you wish you could understand better?
+ how to sing properly with ur diaphram(sp?)
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?
+ matthew(my baby cousin who lives in australia.. cool eh?)
In the last 24 hours, have you
Cried
+ neh
Gotten sick
+ nopes
Sang
+ yep.. was practicing wad..
Eaten
+ obviously.. just ate dinner..
Felt stupid
+ yar.. i cant believe i'm actually joining superstar..
Hugged someone
+ kirstie? this morning.. she is sooooo evil!
Wanted to tell someone you loved them
+ derrick.. not love.. is like
Fought with your parents
+ neh
Dreamed about someone you can't be with
+ yar.. derrick sugi leon junyang..
Are you the centre of attention or the wallflower
+ wallflower i guess.. unless i make it to be a superstar (but i doubt it will come true)
What type of vehicle do you drive
+ bicycle
Would u rather be with friends on a date:
+ depends.. now wud be a yes.. but next time..... i dunno??(haha)
Do you attend church
+ nopes
Do you like being around people
+ of course!! i dun like being al0ne
Who have you known the longest (friends )
+ jia ying(i met her mum yesterday!)
argue the most with
+ my brother.
Who do you always get along with
+ squadmates!!
Who has the coolest siblings?
+ cheryl gan. she has a cute sister and a shuai brother=)which means i have a shuai cousin..
+ claire kho.. she has a nice younger brother and a super cute 2 yr old sister..
they are all my cousins lar..
2:05 PM
went for the campus superstar thingy today.. haha.. saw lotsa superstars!!! got dErRiCk!! junyang, sugi, sinhuey, kelly and chanel!! they all so cute.. chanel and sugi kept getting bullied.. i tink derrick was very sporty today.. he volunteered to sing=)
love them sooooooo much..
saw ma'am roxanne and a few red cross pple there too.. cheng qi joined too!!! hope all tkgs pple will get in lar.. tho i doubt i will=) i tink ying qi stands a high chance of getting in.. still cant believe i actually saw derrick today!! OMG!!! so excited just by tinking bout it.. he's sooooooo cute today.. especially his blur look.. haha.. cos his mic got some problem den he was doing his mic and suddenly the other superstars ran down the stage and left him.. den he was like"huh?" haha.. so cute and blur!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! wanted to take picture with my hp camera but it conked out at that time!!!!! so angry.. but my phone camera not that good.. dun tink i can take a picture that far. they will look like TINY WEENY ants in my phone.. haha.. but they were all so funny and cute today!!!!whoohoo!!!!
sugi was cute today too.. but he kept getting suan-ed.. haha.. poor thing but he looks cool today.. hope they will still be there on tues=) good luck to all tkg-ians.
btw.. happy birthday SOO MING!!
1:32 PM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
today is ma'am elaine's birthday!!! happy birthday to u ma'am.. haha.. ex-secretary=) secretaries rawks forever=))
yesterday had vetting at HQ for the experiential camp.. was horrible.. our singing was yuck yuck yuck.. haiz.. the acapella was so horrible=(
dun tok bout that lar.. so depressing and i tink i am not gonna join teenage superstar liao lar.. cant even sing properly in a group how u expect me to sing alone on such a big stage?? squaddies: stop persuading me=) persuade yq if she join i'll still change my mind.. but meanwhile i'll just lead a normal life.. until the O's are over.. for me i mean..=)
thursday had auditions for sec 2s.. none of the sec 1s could come.. sighz.. disappointing.. but sec 2s had quite alot of pple lar.. fdc selections was fun haha.. but i dun tink it was fun for the juniors.. must have been scary.. dun worry juniors!! we've been through dat b4=) look forward to knowing your results bah!!
recieved some bad news yest.. hate the coconut banana and the papaya.. i'm refering to some pple.. not the fruits.. how can they be so irresponsible?? what kind of values are they teaching us lar??so what if it's their problem so next time we need their help how are we suppose to ask them which schools are gonna help us next time if we do this to them lar.. so unhelpful and so mean..i thought our motto was:
serve one another that doesnt seem to be what they are trying to teach us huh.. we think better than them.. we are more understanding than them.. those hopeless pple..haiz..
3:01 PM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
today had extended studies again.. i tink chem was rather boring but emaths was okie.. i'm loving maths=)
after that went to rcr.. thought they were waiting for me to go library den suddenly got first aid prac=x so i stayed with them lor.. revised evac too.. forgot EVERYTHING liao.. die. our standard was rather horrible lar.. evac skills were so erm.. wobbly and not good at all=( and first aid?? FA comp pple were good i wud say.. compared to the rest lar(me).. but i tink arh.. still can improve de jia you pple!! must win okie!!!!!!
ma'am qiutong and ma'am yu ching came down to help us.. i tink they were rather disappointed with us lar.. we were so not serious at first lar.. laugh and giggle so much.. den finally last round then manage to tame down a little sigh.. we are getting maDDer~
and i finally manage to get back my autograph book!!!! after like 1 whole year!!!!!! oh man.. miss my book sooooooo much=) it's a nice book wad.. i mean the design lar.. okie.. the pple who wrote in the book are nice too.heh.
anyway after that went bedok went to sign sth for my tuition den went library.. yq kept saying i am mad today i tot i was liddat everyday??hmm.. maybe not as crazy lar.. today i good mood wad haha.. cos it's friday!!!! yay=)
cheryl went to HQ for her first aid exam today.. and she passed..haha..good for her.. she's a standard first aider now=)
me too=)
okie go liao..bye!
+breathe in the positive and breathe out the negative+
those memories though quite silly but very memorable=)
3:20 PM
Friday, November 04, 2005
today.. me went out wif my bros and hui min(my cuz) wanted to go watch sky high. but tickets were sold out by the time we reached there.. for both 2+ and 4+.. shudnt haf gone today.. actually i expected it lar.. first day lehz today..so we ended up shopping around aimlessly.. we practically walked into every shop at ps lar..haha..wonderful us=)
i bought a new pencil case!! haha.. love it so much.. and i bought this super cute keychain.. i mean handphone chain.. haha.. it's cute lar.. shall show it to my squaddies.. it's so cute and funny..haha..
after that went to eat and come home liao.. and here i am rotting away again.. lalala~~~
i just realised i'm beginning to lose interest in wei jian.. hmm.. so sad.. i still support him lar.. but not as crazy as last time.. last time i'll go crazy just watching him sing.. hmm.. maybe cos i am beginning to find the others cute.. haha.. haiz.. how i wish i can have a older brother like... LEON.. and a boyfriend like.. WEI JIAN=) oh man.. den my life wud be perfect.. haha.. shuai bro and a cute bf.. oh man!! but it'll never come true lar.. sobsob.. i shall just have to continue dreaming.. if i can sing as well as them i wud be very happy liao..
tmr gotta extended studies again.. cant wait for 18 nov man.. dun wanna go back to that stupid school to study during hols lar.. so irritating.. but it's quite fun lar.. some how i dun fall asleep as easily as when i'm in the classroom cos it's held in the comp lab.. talk about a condusive environment=))
okie.. shall go do my phy mindmap..tata~
12:48 PM
