whee. left 2 days of work! and freedom!! woohoo! plus tmr im going out with 4 fantastic pple. haha. double yayness.
anyways. working at science centre was enjoyable yet tiring. so tiring to wake up at 6 plus everyday! haha. and the worst thing is i cant be late. not like school. heh! but it's still fun. little kids are cute but so difficult to handle. haha. and i never knew primary school GIRLS were equally hard to control. omg laa. they were like. so messy. haha! i almost scolded them seh.
oh wells. yesterday went for my cousin's bdae celebration at imperial treasure (teochew) restaurant. im not close to this cousin cos i only see him like once a year during chinese new year? haha. but his family is freaking rich. he's only 10yrs old yet his bdae celebration felt like as though he was 80 or sth. wth. and the restaurant was like. damn high class laa. the food was OMG. the first dish was ABALONE! followed by SHARKS FIN! for a 10yr old boy's bdae dinner???? isnt it abit.... over? but anyways. i took photo of the sharks fin. cos it's the first time i eat PURE sharks fin. OMG. hahaha.
and at the dinner there was this 17yr old guy. damn childish laa. he's freaking 17! yet behaves like he's 10 or sth. cos my little cousins went to disturb him. they go throw ice into his shirt. and he actually took ice and chased them round, wanting revenge. the worst thing is. he actually crawled under the table. WTF right. for a 17 yr old boy to be doing that. and he was sitting opposite me. he crawled all the way to MY SIDE OF THE TABLE. freaking childish. i scolded him. HAHA. cos i really cant stand his behaviour. 17 yrs old leh. GROW UP LA. they are just kids.. only 8 yrs old leh. he's some stranger anyways. haha cant stand him. look like some retard. my cousin kept saying how retarded he's behaving. lol make me laugh like mad throughout the whole dinner.
ok! pictures!
alexia kho (:
my super cute cousin. haha. love her laa. cute right! alexia, claire and ryan. the KHO cousins. lol
MAY! not my cousin. haha. some little girl i met at the dinner. she's so pretty! and super friendly too (: cute right? i tink she's mixed blood. but she speaks perfect chinese. thats PURE SHARKS FIN! and the sharks fin soup. which i felt tasted kinda like chicken essence. my cousin was trying to steal MY food! mango pudding!
lyrics so meaningful.... and the song super nice. although i dont like the singers.. i like the song!
2:08 AM
Thursday, September 25, 2008
my mood is so bad these few days. hmm. dunno why. i get irritated so easily la. by PEOPLE.
argh.
my arms are aching like mad. and im super tired. this job is shit work.
11:08 PM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
i cant sleep! and i need to wake up at 6 plus tmr. damn.
felt like getting this load of thoughts off my mind.......
some people come into ur life.. and stay forever.. some people come into your life.. just to take a peek and go.. some people come into ur life.. stay for awhile then decides to leave.. haii. why cant everyone just stay forever..
had so much to say just now.. and suddenly i realise im lost for words.. i dunno how to express wad ive been thinking bout this few days all of a sudden..
probably it's the first time i lost a friendship that i treasured alot. first time i treasured a friend so much yet the other party doesnt seem to think the same. a friend i thought i could have for a long time.. haii. yeah. it's the first time i lost a friend whom i was so close to just months ago. or maybe weeks ago? oh wells.
kinda miss the times we talked so much. miss the times we msg each other for almost the whole day. miss the times we msg in the middle of the night till i fall asleep. miss the times we chatted on the phone till daybreak. miss the times when i know there was someone i could disturb when i cant get to sleep at night. miss the times when we met for dinner so often. miss the times when i could rant to you about anything. miss the times when i had someone to talk to when i was feeling down. miss the morning calls early in the morning. miss the times when i could ask you for help and you'd definitely have a way to solve my probs. miss the times when we were still good friends ):
didnt want you to get the wrong idea. yet i dunno how to tell you that i really dont want us to drift further anymore. i dont know if ure ever gonna read this but in any case if you do. just wanna let you know that i really treasured that friendship we had alot. yet now we seem to be so stranger.
we were friends who talked everyday in the past. and now we're friends who seem to have totally nothing to talk about. sad huh? you were a friend i could confide in and talk to about anything under the sun. cos i noe you'd have good advice and everything. thats why you began to become like an older brother to me, a friend i could turn to anytime. but oh wells. like wad you say.. maybe it's the time when we have to move on to a new phase in life.. and yeah. so be it.
so... if you happen to chance upon this post.. dont get the wrong idea about anything i said above. it's just.. you were a really nice friend to talk to and hang out with (:
12:41 AM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
BOREDOM is killing me. can we hurry hurry start school. :(
hotshot was super nice! ahh. super looking forward to the next episode. LZX is big big LOVE. woooo.
life is becoming so unhappy. so many unhappy things happened. haii. how to say leh. IM NOT EMO. just thinking too much i guess. haha.
can we just ALL be friends? haii. it's so stressful to talk to you all now u noe. WHY! WHY! WHY!
*the above was refering to you you and YOU* yes. 3 of you ): sadly.
there's nth to look forward to anymore ): haii.
and im missing this bunch of pple loads loads. hurry finish ur A levels.. den we can go out! 3013-53! SQUADMATES FOR LIFE. WHOOO.
11:51 PM
Saturday, September 20, 2008
ARGHHHH.
FUCK LAR.
2:47 AM
Friday, September 19, 2008
it's 9pm now. u hardly ever see an entry from me at this time of the day huh. the only reason why im here now is because IM BORED. totally bored. cant wait to get my keyboard so i can play with logic more freely.
life is getting so boring. holidays are boring. esp when u have to work at some dumb place and the work is not enjoyable. but for the sake of money.... haii... maybe i really need to get a ********* HAHAHAHA.
grace.. you noe wad im refering to right. LOL sth u and me always want when we get bored. haha. add some excitement to life you see. woooo. shhhh. our secret.
cant wait for sch to reopen again. but then again. i dont really look forward to sch. argh.
yest was such a problematic night. was trying to solve TWO problems concurrently. almost drive me mad. i CAN multi-task ok. but not multi-task mentally cos it drives you mad. im talking shit. BOREDOM drives you mad. AHHHH. im going to work tmr! all the way at BOON KENG! wtf.
so effing far. im becoming so vulgar. haha ok. its not sth to be happy bout.
BORED LA. go watch tv. bye.
8:55 PM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
itchy. scratching. argh.
haha. woke up this morning feeling super weird. the moment i opened my eyes everything started spinning. the whole world started spinning like nobody's business. i mean literally spinning. until i felt giddy even though im lying on the bed. i thought maybe i was gonna lose consciousness on the bed or sth. haha. i even suspected maybe i got some brain cancer or sth. so i decided to sit up. and slowly tilt my head to the left. and the moment i did that everything started spinning to the left. and i tilt to the right then everything start spinning to the right. it was super freaky. so i waited for awhile before i finally stoop up and went to tell my dad bout it. and the world was still spinning. shit. damn scary laa. i thought i was gonna faint or sth. but i still went for piano. was worried sth was gonna happen to me. wah lao. never felt like this before lo.
but anyways. after piano lesson. went to meet vick and spent the whole day out with him(: we went to watch 4bia. damn scary laa. and that vick keeps trying to scare me. haha. i was hiding behind him all the while. lol. kept grabbing onto him. after that went for lunch at burger king. ahaha. den went to bugis to get some stuff that vick was trying to find. WATERMELON. hahaha. and i realised cookie monster is uber cute(: I LOVE COOKIE MONSTER! lol. anyways. went to macdonald to sit after that cos vick needed to use the wireless. so went to eat ice cream. haha. and i was just slacking around while watching vick do his work lo. and he dont allow me to sleep even though i was so sleepy. so i ended up playing his hp games to kill time. lol. and yeah. sat till almost 7pm den went to eat dinner at pastamania. haha. couldnt finish my food cos i wasnt that hungry and as usual vick finished it laa. lol. after that went off le. and we both alighted at aljunied. haha. i accompanied him to wait for bus 62 and we ended up chatting for a super long time. about 1 hr plus bah? waited for about 5 bus 62. lol. talked about stuff and crapped alot too. haha. and finally went home! reached home at 11. WHOA. haha. but i had fun spending the whole day hanging around with you dear bear! even though we were just slacking around most of the time. haha.
11:54 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
yess. im back from LTC at pulau ubin! haha.
i guess i never regretted going for this camp afterall. at least i learnt sth. experienced stuff not everyone got a chance to. not gonna type out wad happened during the camp bah. it's too much to type. haha.
the whole camp only got 2 female helpers lar. me and sherilyn. lol. first time i go camp with ALL guys. only 1 girl companion. sad right. haha. but hanging out with the guys were fun too. the camp was ok lar. alot of last minute changes but it was still relatively ok. jan and XJ did a good job as CC and ACC. it's not easy running a camp laa. especially training camps. lol. the camp kinda reminded me of the days in red cross. haha. all the training camps we had. did almost exactly the same thing laa. kena tekan. pack and unpack. pitch and unpitch tent. survivor cooking. not bathing! the campers were.. not that strong mentally bah. i think? haha. i dunno. but they survived the camp after all. congrats! (: yayy.
first day... we had one camper down cos she had some face allergy. so she decided to go home. haha. like seriously there's NOTHING we can do cos we dont have the medicine to help her then she keep complaining and complaining. cry and cry. so we decided it was better to just send her home. yepp. so i was the night hero for the first day together with ferguson and weishan. didnt sleep the whole night cos had to follow the campers to their campsite and take care of them laa. walked so much and got so many dogss!!! lol. scared laa. then next morning hike back to the main campsite again. weishan walked damn fast. haha. until me and ferg keep lagging behind for some particular reason. lol. everytime we catch up we will unknowingly lag behind again. until they stop. haha. but both of us never slow down. we kept the same pace throughout the whole walk. HAHAHA. lack of sleep laa.
went back to our campsite and managed to sleep for 2 hrs. before our tent got too hot to sleep. haha. so i gave up trying to sleep cos was feeling too itchy and too hot. lol.
second day.. the campers could not take it anymore. they were too tired and really could not move on so we decided to let them camp at our campsite. so no more playing of night hero. lol. yayy. if not it'ss be another sleepless night again. haha.
third day.. went to sleep at around 4am at the jetty. and it was so bloody cold. the wind was so freezing laa. until i could feel my teeth jittering. and it was raining! lol. we were wet la.
fourth day.. woke up at 6am i tink? and couldnt take the freezing wind at the jetty anymore. haha. i just wanted to get out of that place asap. lol. so me sherilyn and gavin went back to campsite first. so yeah. last day didnt do much cos it was raining. so we just packed up and went back to SINGAPORE!! woohoo. was walking in the rain. fun laa. LOL.
realised i never mentioned anything that happened in the day? haha. cos me and sherilyn were medics of the camp. so we were not in charge of any activity. we kinda just spent the whole day slacking around. cos the campers were relatively fine. no major injuries or anything. so we were just on stand by all the time. haha. oh yeah. i forgot to mention. WE HAD 4 DAYS OF INSTANT NOODLE.baked beans.corns.mushrooms and sardines. omg laa. for every meal!! *faints*
so yes. finally reached home. bathed and slept immediately. lol. so tired. on the way home i almost fell asleep on the train while standing. and everytime i close my eyes. guess wad appeared in my mind... UBIN. grass. insects. the campers. jan and xj. wth right. lol.
this is the first time i go for smit event without any close friends laa. haha. never thought i would attend a smit event without chunhui or vick. especially not a camp. but i survived even without them! haha. yayy.
4:01 PM
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
im gonna be off to camp at pulau ubin till saturday! MISS ME PPLE. haha.
12:30 AM
Saturday, September 06, 2008
haha. the kid is super cutee! stole this from filza's blog.
it's super super funny. BLOODUH. LOL.
12:10 AM
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
i thought i was strong. ):
but im just a piece of lousy shit. argh.
11:51 PM
wooo. had a super fun time at yum cha today with vick oliver grace peiyun and chunhui. LOL. ate so many dim sum. everything they bring out we say we want HAHAHA and vick really eat ALOTTTT.
den after that wanted to go kino with peiyun but we decided to go home cos the logic software we were carrying was so heavy. haha. so me vick and peiyun were on the same train home. ollie went out with grace and ginny and chunhui wasnt on the same mrt line as us. so yeah. and that stupid vick. keep disturbing me on the train. eat too much mango pudding lar. hahaha. he was being super dumb. doing the dumbest things ever. crazy lar. hahaha. den peiyun just sit there and laugh. entertaining right? dear mushroom....
he's gonna kill me if he sees this. haha. right vick? LOL. AH CHING. hahahaha. stop biting pple's hand you BEAR.
let's have stay over again. 8 of us=) yayyyy.
8:43 PM
我家里出事了 haii.
so much stuff has happened at home. it's just... too much. it feels like my family is crumbling. everything seems to be falling apart. everything=(
had a super long talk with my mum just now. and she broke down. all i did was to sit there and keep quiet. i noe she's troubled. i noe she's upset. but i cant do anything other than just being her listening ear. feel so helpless.....
i so wanted to cry just now too. but i noe i cant. i cant.... i just knew i had to hold back my tears. tears welled up in my eyes so many many times. but i just had to swallow it back. i couldnt let it fall. who was i to cry? i had to be strong strong enough to be her listening ear.
):
im sorry grace.. for not being there to listen when u needed someone to talk to. i had my own problems to settle..... sorry...
1:20 AM
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Girl 18 160790 Singapore Polytechnic Diploma in Music and Audio Technology
