Sunday, September 30, 2007

whee~
friday had our smit talentime finals.
haha. it was ok bah.
not alot of audience tho. lol.
but still ok~~~

and and and!! i fell down on thursday. how dumb.
cos the floor was slippery den i slipped and fell. den hurt my back.
haha. cant bend down after dat. even sitting down and lying down was a problem.
but miraculously my back healed when talentime started! and was ok after dat. haha.
i was so afraid i cant survive through talentime with that badly injured back but luckily nth happen=)

oh wells.
this talentime so different from red cross talentime.
it doesnt seem as big an event as rcy talentime.
but ericson was damn stress dat day. haha. nv seen him so serious b4 lor.
but anyways. i was in charge of the judges so i just escort dem wherever dey go. hehe.
and i was like super scared. haha. but it turned out fine.
i was so afraid i'll make some mistake. in charge of judges aint a fun thing to do.
esp when adelin keeps giving u dat stern look. haha.
yes. i noe adelin is a nice person ok.

anyways. the process of being part of the committee is fun=)
i like being the organising committee. hehe.
after talentime we went for dinner.
ended super late. like around 945 almost 10 den go for dinner.
after dat went off with hui vick and amin.
reached home at like 1130.
super tired lar. i on the comp and dozed off. haha.
anyways. it was a nice experience. tho some things didnt really turn out like i expected.
i must admit that the experiences i had in red cross did help alot. i dun mean the first aid skills.
i mean the being in-charge experiences.
btw. vick looks funny in coat. haha. opps XD

anyways.
ericson: sorry for bothering u on thurs and bombarding ur hp with so many questions. haha.
i wasnt angry. i was just in a bad mood cos of the fall. hehe. sorry! but u did a great job on friday=)

papa amin and me!
(i look weird sia)

talentime helpers! only a few=)
dun u tink we look like waiters and waitresses?

firefoxers fone! all ericsson fone. lol
how united can we be?
dats papa amin, vick(counted kor kor bah if u count the family thing. lol) and MINE!
vick was damn particular bout that keychain of his. haha.

our fone again! together with hui's fone.
her fone is so cute. lol.
amin keep calling her stranger.
so meannnn.

10:58 PM

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

yay. school's started!!
haha. the drama thing turned out fun after all.
except for the fact thatnot having any friends YET isnt that enjoyable.
but the lesson is FUN=)
lucky no shakespeare. HAHA.

anyways. school's been ok and ive been enjoyingthe WAKE UP AT 6 AM kinda routine.
i find my time not so wasted. haha.
lessons has been OK. except science is really such a bore. everytime i haf science i tink of MS TEEEEEE!!!!! i miss her physics lessons so much. wahahaha.

yea. and we got our squad jacket! it didnt come out as i expected tho. and i dun seem so excited in wearing it anymore. boohoo. but i still love it cos it's our squad thing. except dat i really tink i wud have been alot nicer if the jacket was BLACK. hais. oh wells.

SMIT TALENTIME FINALS this friday!
yay! haha. it's at auditorium!!
reminds me of OUR red cross talentime! held at the same place too=)
i hope nothing goes wrong on friday!
i dun like this last minute go rush and buy attire thing.
SO VIP-LIKE. haha. i dun hate vip. i just dun like the feeling.
need go buy shoes for friday tmr.
it's fun being part of the organising team=)

11:19 PM

Sunday, September 23, 2007

haiz...
school is starting next week.
and the thought of GEMs make me damn sian.
IM ALONE=(
and where the hell is T6?!
and how am i suppose to fly back to T20 immediately?
means im gonna be late for MUST every time.
DRAMA BETTER BE FUN.
i hope it doesnt end up like another LIT lesson.
otherwise sch's gonna suck REAL BAD.
i thought we could get our squad jacket today.
den at least got that LITTLE BIT of moivation for me to look forward to sch.
NOW GOT NO MOTIVATION AT ALL=(
HOW?

haiz.......
grace vick and jeremy all same class.
only me and huihui different=(
but at least huihui's lesson is at SMIT.
unlike mine.
how sad.

now i really dun wanna go school.

12:27 AM

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

ahhh!!!
red cross + luozhixiang in one advertisement!!!
this is like the best advert EVER!!!! hahaha!!!!
it's toking bout blood donation!!!
WAHHHH~~~~~~ nice nice ncie!!!

2:55 AM

Monday, September 17, 2007

the other book cover!!!
i tink this one nicer. hahaha.
oh wells~~~~~
i read the preview and it's so OMG.
so touching.. esp the part he tok bout his dad...
faster faster release!!!!

12:26 PM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

YAY!
got new book!
320NT= S$16 lehh!!!
not ex mah~~~
IM GONNA BUY IT I DUN CARE!!! WAHAHAHA~~~

6:48 PM

Sunday, September 09, 2007

i cried while listening to this song=(

5:39 PM

today was fun fun fun!!!! haha...
today's autograph session was indoors.
so much better den the previous one=)

shall post the pictures up another time!
thanks grace for being such a great photographer and thank myself for being such a wonderful cameraWOman. lol
YAY!
seriously, xiaozhu DAMN SHUAI ok.

the dvd making process is irritating me.
argh!

1:27 AM

Thursday, September 06, 2007

ok~
im kinda late in updating this thing. lol.
i was too lazy to upload all this photos cos it took such a long time.
im waiting for the videos to load so might as well update this soon-to-die blog.
haha. cos im lazy to blog. hee=)

anyways. the following entry is about teachers' day=)
so yes. i woke up early thanks to jeannie yang. called me at 9 to tell me she overslept cos she wanted to go back tkg at 9. like wth. SO EARLY? but ended up still late lor. kukuded. so i reached tkg at about 1030. just in time to see the last performance hahaha. den we did tk philosophy outside the hall and made ALOT of noise. haha.

after dat went to red cross room lor=)
met LOTSA darling SQUADDIES!! so happy!!
so we waited for alot of pple to come den went tampines! it's so nice to see them again!
went to eat at foodcourt and waited for quek. haha SHE BOUGHT ME MILO!

the story of the milo is as follows:
one day i was having super serious gastric. the kind of pain is like. i'd rather die.
cos i totally cant move at all. den yingqi say she'll buy me milo. haha. i tot she was just saying u noe. DEN SHE REALLY BOUGHT ME MILO=)
ok. the end.

and i promised to write her a letter for motivation too. and i wrote a full page long letter for her. haha. den she cried after reading it.
yes QUEK. FRIENDS KEEP PROMISES WITH THEIR HEARTS=)

den we were taking so many many pictures and making ALOT of noise as usual.
after dat we settled our squad jacket thing AND IT'S IN THE PROCESS OF BEING DONE!
2 weeks to completion! im hoping to get the jacket b4 school reopen!
den we went to walk lor. we somehow got split up and didnt realised it. haha.
sooming was with tang. i was with quek. pau fil atiqah and cera were together. kirstie and je went to get the squad jacket thing. but we met after dat. den went to find pau's 6 dollars bag only to find out dat it's gone. haha.

soot and cera had to leave so we had our group hug. in the middle of nowhere. lol.
after dat went for dinner lor and spent sooooo much time in long john just sitting around and spending time with each other=)
after dinner den went home lor. *hugggs*

on the way home with yingqi in the train we were like suddenly so quiet.
the feeling was so undescribable. it's like suddenly this feeling of emptiness overwhelms you. hais.
so many things were going through my brain on the journey home. especially after yingqi alighted at bedok=( and while walking home from the station i suddenly felt like i was back to the day we had our farewell. the feeling was so overwhelming i almost broke down while walking home.
and suddenly i understood sth dat xiaozhu once said:
the louder the cheers u hear when u're on stage, the more empty u'll feel when u're alone.
dat was exactly how i felt on the way home lar. it's like we had so much fun with each other even though it was just one day. we were enjoying every minute of it. being ourselves infront of our squadmates. it felt like we went back to our sec lives again. but the emptiness u feel when ure alone after that is so overwhelming..... it's really EMPTY.

we are back to our lives again.
we wont be seeing each other for quite some time again.

haiz. after dat day i found out that we were all facing the same problems. yes. we're all adapting well to our new lives i guess. but there's just this barrier in us that seem kinda hard to force open. we just dun feel like our normal selves in our new adapted lives.
but that was when i found out i wasnt fighting alone in this world. cos my squadmates are with me now and forever=) i could feel that strong bond between us. a bond so strong it'll never break. NEVER. cos it's a bond formed with 17 hearts.

3013-53 THE LASTING LEGACY
squadmates now and forever=)

im missing u all even more now~~~