Sunday, April 30, 2006
hoho.. changed my template again..
cos the other one no archives=)
lalala.. i'm like so bored now.. whee~~~
tmr actually wanna go play bb.. budden cancelled cos no one going..
hur.. but i dun feel sad.. cos... lalala.. i shant say it here.. hoho
i found the root of the problem to their troubles.. but somehow i dunno how to tell them..
tell me wad to do???
haiz.. maybe i shouldnt bother bout them.. yes.. let them survive on their own..
fail if u haf to.. dats the way to learn=)
lalala..
alrights.. going off liao..
byes..
2:50 PM
Saturday, April 29, 2006
changed template..hoho.. cute right?? i tink the little doggy is so cutey=)
hmm.. just ate my lunch and i'm so full
*explodes*
rah..
yest we had this very inspiring talk by dr william tan.. oh man.. i gotta admit it really was very
inspiring seriously..
altho he's handicapped he still managed to make it so high.. *salutes*
he contracted polio when he was two.. den he couldnt walk anymore..
his parents send him to kindergarden den he was made fun of.. until he went biting pple.. and got expelled.. a kindergarden drop out..haha..
but he studied super hard.. went to ri.. den got so many kinda scholarship
went to oxford and harvard (isit?)
but anyway he was very smart..
den during interview the pple told him he cant go to the uni.. but he said 'i can'
den dey said 'no it's impossible'.. and he said 'it's possible'
yep.. he fought hard for himself and he made it there..
den on the first day of skool.. a prof saw him and told him 'u're wasting a space here'
i dun like that prof.. bleh..
but dr william tan proved him wrong..yays
he graduated from the uni..
and the prof apologised to him during the graduation..
now he's a brain specialist(i tink)
and he did 7 marathons in 7 continents in 70 days..
on his wheel chair..
he met lotsa difficulties..
but he overcomed all..
with determination..
i salute him..once again..
i admire his determination.. this was wad he taught us..
a=attitude
b=big goals
c=create an action plan
d=determination, dilligence
e=eureka
a+b+c+d=e
3:10 PM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
yays.. mid-years are like finally over!!! whee~~~
haha.. today had my last 2 paper.. den after physics paper had to wait like 4 hrs before our next paper.. so we went to shi lin's hse to watch 'the maid'.. haha.. den after we watch finish den we played some car racing game at her house..
haha.. cool right?? dats wad we did before our mep exam!!! hoho..
den after my mep exam den i went to tok to sec 3s.. yay.. and they treated me to ice-cream and chips!!!! whee~~~
haha..
ah wells.. i dunno wad to update ler..
but.....
sec 4s not in wrcd anymore!!!
boohoo...
8:23 PM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
hehs..
was studying in the living room on the floor just now..
den my mum chased me away..
not a good place to be studying eh?
living room floor..
didnt want to study in my room cos my table's in a mess and i'm too lazy to clear it..
blehs..
yeps.. it's been a week since we stepped down.. i tot farewell was only yest.. isnt it??
oh wells..
planned to wake up at 5 today..
but lazed on my bed till 8 instead
xD
was trying to study ss..
but failed..
den tried amaths but cudnt solve anything so i got irritated..
den i got chased away by my mum..
den i decided to practice piano instead..
but i got bored of playing the same songs..
so here i am blogging..
but i'm not suppose to be here..
ah wells..
i havent been studying..
haf been slacking..
gonna flunk my mid years..
get straight F9s for everything..
wanna bet?
you'll lose..
I.HAVENT.BEEN.STUDYING.
DAMN.
kill me.
7:17 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
yupz.. it's over.. i stepped down and am officially out of tkgrcy..
yest's farewell was a blast.. esp at night haha.. i totally enjoyed it.. tho the games were abit boring but i noe juniors put in alot of effort into this.. and i really appreciate it.. really..
sec 4s were like super late yest.. cos we went home and everyone was late..haha.. but we still carried on with the programme.. games was.. like i said a little boring.. cos there werent much screaming and bombing around.. didnt get to kill the person i wanted to kill.. boohoo..
after that we were playing cards in the room with ma'am yan ying.. oh yes.. before that ma'am yan ying told us she wasnt coming for farewell.. budden luckily i was smart enough not to believe her.. cos someone ever said she wanted to give us a surprise.. haha.. yay..
oh yes.. back to topic.. after that juniors came and invite us out for dinner.. haha.. they cooked the food! it was nice lar.. good job sec 3s!! yupz.. den it was time for performance!!! yes...
started with sec1s squad song.. haha.. they were so cute lar.. seriously.. they looked so..... so..... young.. young kiddies..haha... den sec 2s squad song.. yupz.. touching song.. haha.. den it was FDC song.. oh man.. it was soooooo touching.. tears weld up in my eyes lar.. tink back bout those tough trainings we had with those raffias and chopsticks.. haha.. yeps.. really brought back lotsa memories.. esp the feeling of being east district champion.. the feeling was sooo...... nice......
after that cos time was running out so we skipped to mass song lar.. sec 4s like so excited to go and hug them liddat.. haha.. they havent even sing 1/4 of the song yet.. we started hugging them liao.. then sec 3s cried lor.. i didnt!!! den hug everyone.. until hug sec 4s that time.. i cudnt control anymore.. those times we spent together are like sooooo.... nice.. so memorable... i cudnt help tinking bout it.. den started crying lor.. like some broken tap which refuse to stop leaking..... haiz.. yeps.. den i said the speech i wrote to everyone... den say until sec 4s that time.. i broke down again.. but i still wanna say... sec4s i LOVE YOU...
didnt really haf time for speech lar.. cos ma'am yan ying wanted the juniors to go home..so only toked for awhile den hand over liao.. haiz.. everything was in a rush lor.. yups.. den after that everyone washed up and we managed to find time to talk to our successors individually lar.. yups..
den ma'am yan ying had to go and on the stupid ghost show and everyone was so scared.. except me.. cos i watched that show before liao lar.. den everyone went into the room.. left me and ma'am yan ying outside.. and i was happily eating brownies when i suddenly realised all the sec4s were GONE..haha..
oh yes.. after eating like dunno how many brownies i started having stomachache!!!!!! haha... dunno isit the food....hmmmmmmmmm.............
haha.. no lar.. kidding.. after that we all went into the room and talked lor.. together with ma'am yan ying and the se 3s.. den talked until like 3+ am.. the sec 3s were like barely awake lar.. only the sec4s were still happily talking.. den we decided to go and tok in our individual squads instead and guess wad.. the moment we went to our room.. the sec 3s all conked out..haha... they were tired lar.. the had a long day too... den sec 4s were still talking lar.. until almost 4 den silence.. that was when everyone was like asleep.. haha..
den i was sleeping on the same bed as ma'am yan ying.. den the whole night i felt so stressed.. didnt dare to move at all.. so scared i would wake her up cos the bed was super small.. a slight movement then the other person can feel liao.. and it was like... wah... so tiring lar.. the whole night i just stayed at that one position.. den somemore we sharing same pillow.. even worst.. turn to my right i'll definitely drop off the bed.. den turn to my left i will be like so damn close to ma'am yan ying.. so i had no choice but to face the stupid window... and ma'am yan ying keep scaring me lar.. she say wait suddenly got pple's face appear at the window... OH MAN!!!!!
budden i felt quite bad too.. cos at 4+ i woke up den i realised i was like sleeping on the whole pillow.. den dunno whether ma'am yan ying had any pillow not.. but i tried pushing the pillow towards her but it cudnt move so i was like too tired to bother liao.. haha.. den at 5+ the juniors came in to wake her up... den they make so much niose i woke up too=x..hehs.. but it's ok lar..
den went back to sleep after dunno how long then suddenly someone asked whther wanna go watch sunrise.. so everyone woke up and make alot of noise again.. so i woek up again.. den since everyone was gone i went up to the bed and sleep.. haha.. finally haf a proper bed and pillow to slep on.. but after that had to leave for the videos awards thing liao.. so yups...
dat was our farewell lor... i really enjoyed it lar.. esp at night when we were talking... haha.. how i wish time could turn back and let us haf our farewell again.. i really want it to happen.. haiz.....
oh wells.. now that i'm down and out of tkgrcy.. i wud like to wish the new batch all the best and strive hard to excel!!! bring the unit to greater heights!!! we believe and trust that u all can do it so dun disappoint us yar??
2:53 PM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
tmr is our last and final day in tkgrcy..
our last day as an NCO
our last day running the unit
my last day as
secretary05-06i noe i'll miss all the days we spent in tkgrcy..
all the fun we had as a squad, a unit
all the tears and blood we shared
all the tortures we suffered
all the push-ups we endured
all the fights and quarrels we had
and...
all the dumb things we do behind that green door
haha.. yes... those are the memories that will be with me forever.. even when i'm down and out of tkgrcy.. my heart will be there forever and ever.. i believe the other seniors feel the same way too... i love u tkgrcy.. i love everyone in tkgrcy.. juniors seniors VIs YOs.. everyone that played a part in this unit..
I LOVE YOU.
7:18 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
RAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh man.. i'm feeling so frustrated now... and i dunno why.... haf been feeling liddat ever since i stepped into the house.. blame it on the feng shui..hehs..
and apparently i'm angry with
HER again... i mean.. i dunno why.. it's like she's always the root of my pissify-ness... irritating... or maybe i'm not lar.. cos i was in a bad mood.. and she's irritating me.. so i feel like i'm pissed with her.. was toking to her jus now bout some impt stuff.. and i was like waiting for her to reply.. den in my heart i was like: u better ans me fast.. and stop irritating me.. i'm not in the mood for ur nonsense..
hehs.. wadeva.. i seriously dunno wad i'm pissed with lar.. everything and everyone is pissing me off.. kaes.. i wun say anymore.. lest anyone manages to guess who is dat person i'm pissed with.. maybe i really am pissed with her..
i feel so much happier now.. not being able to see her..
at all....
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
go away..
i just wanna be alone..
8:52 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
yesterday was sports day.. woke up at 530.. den i was like so sian.. i totally forgot it was sports day lar.. den i was still lying on the bed.. until i looked at the clock and saw it was 530.. den i realised it was sports day=x
went to bedok sports stadium.. and i wasnt expecting so many pple to be dere.. i mean.. reporting time is 730(latest) and they reach there at like 645?? so enthu for wad.. i wanna go late oso cannot.. and they are so early.. anyway.. we went into sports stadium den saw the pple bringing in the equipments and suddenly i saw ma'am sarah.. den i was like ???!!!.. i remembered very clearly that she said she wasnt coming down.. oh wells..must i still treat her to chips?? cos i told her i wud if she comes down for sports day.. haha..
first aid duty was okie lar.. but the npcc pple doing crowd control was......... no comments....... the supporters were so irritating.. atiqah had to shout at them den dey move behind.. told them so many times DUN BLOCK THE FIRST AID TENT they still keep standing there.. and i shouted at the 4/2 pple.. i was so irritated.. like hello????? cant u see we're doing duty??haiz...
after sports day we went out with ma'am sarah and ma'am yan ying.. hmm.. ok lar.. shopped for our presents lor.. had to wait so long.. for pau fil and ma'am sarah to come.. we almost died of hunger.. haha.. everyone was like hungry beyond hungry-ness..so end up we werent hungry anymore.. haha..den ate pizza.. and den took lotsa pictures..haha.. our last first aid duty in tkgrcy=( and i tink our last gathering as a squad in tkgrcy..
after that we split up to buy our presents.. den me and si min were walking with the VIs.. didnt really shopped lar.. cos i wanna buy things den dunno whether soot want not.. so i didnt buy lor.. and i was helping ma'am sarah carry her uniform..heh.. somehow carrying VIs uniform felt easier than carrying our own uniform.. maybe cos they dun haf big shoe boxes to carry.. haha.. yea.. den walk walk walk and me and soot decided to go orchard.. with the VIs lar.. so i was carrying ma'am sarah's uniform and soot was carrying ma'am yan ying's.. haha.. den everytime they call us aminah/maria.. den we'll walk away.. in an attempt to kidnap their uniform.. until they call our actual names..haha..
after that me and soot were walking round orchard and it was pouring heavily.. see how poor thing we are.. den we walked in the rain.. and all the shops there were selling clothes lar.. and those expensive stuff.. eeyer.. so didnt really buy much but actually we finish buying our stuff liao..haha.. ok.. i'm toking nonsense.. we went home at 7+.. in time to watch the 9 o'clock show..haha..
yupz.. our last gathering before farewell.. i guess it was fun lar.. nv shopped for presents as a squad before..haha..
and here's a note to our dearest VIs:
thanks for helping us so much.. your help is greatly appreciated.. thanks for all the guidance and hard work u all put in for us.. for our unit.. without ur help many things wud not turned out so well.. thanks for everything.. it was nice working together with you=) many things wud not haf turned out as it did without the help of our wonderful volunteer instructors. so once again.. thanks for everything=)
4:43 PM
