Thursday, March 30, 2006
farewell is like only 1 week away..
1 week.. u noe how fast that is?? haiz.. today i was telling pau.. today is exactly 1 week left before we are down and out of tkgrcy.. haiz.. saddening isnt it? for sec 4s yes lar.. for juniors.... i dunno.. dey dun seem sad we're leaving.. we asked them whether they sad and they said no.. like immediately..
haiz.. thinking back bout the past really make me wanna shed tears.. i mean.. 4 years or rather i shud say 3 years.. it's like gone in a blink of an eye.. just liddat.. it's already the last metres of the journey.. and we'll end it already.. just that few metres left.. and i wanna end the journey with a bang.. i wanna end it wonderfully..
think about those times when i was still sec 1s.. when everything was just.. following and doing things right.. it was nice.. to be the youngest to get the least scoldings.. haiz.. den sec 2.. with the new batch of juniors.. we got more scoldings.. i dun mean it's their fault.. yes.. we are suppose to teach them guide them.. it's a norm that sec 2s always get the most scoldings.. it's a norm.. den se 3s.. proposals come pouring in.. more and more disputes arise and fights occur like so often we even became numb to such situations.. yeps.. but we survived through it as a squad.. a squad of 17 wonderful fire of the unit.. den took over.. and became the leaders.. things took a big turn then.. yes.. we were excited to be in-charge.. to be the biggest.. it's fun.. yes.. i admit it is.. but it's also the toughest phase in tkgrcy..(or at least that's how i feel) i noe i've said this many times.. but.. seriously.. it's not easy to be the one leading and organising stuff.. the process is really not easy.. carrying out the actual event is worst.. u haf to make sure everything goes smoothly.. everything has to be taken into consideration.. be it minor or major stuff.. everything.. it's not easy.. really.. but we still survived through.. we did.. and now.. we've come to the last phase of our journey.. yes.. treasure our last few steps in tkgrcy.. the few steps will soon be gone.. and we'll reach our final destination..soon.. very soon..
to my squadmates: we've been the fire of the unit for the past 3 years.. and i noe we always will.. no matter where we are.. no matter wad we do.. yes..
yupz.. leaving tkgrcy does not mark the end of my red cross journey.. i've only reached the end of the first part.. i'll continue the 2nd part.. i definitely will.. red cross haf become a great part of my life and it always will=)
i shant tok much bout the past here.. leave it till farewell.. but.. might not haf the time to tok so much lar.. ma'am sarah doesnt allow us to talk for 4 hrs.. i mean.. 17 pple.. and we side track like.. SUPER EASILY.. u noe us.. sec 4s'06.
hmm.. nvm.. we'll just make do with wad we haf.. i'm sure we'll be able to squeeze everything in the time we haf=)
we've been the fire of the unit and i noe we always will be. sec 4s'06. i love all of you.=)
10:32 PM
Monday, March 27, 2006
feel rather accomplished today=)
stayed back with soot to revise a.maths.. haha.. yay.. i study finish ler.. or rather i tink i finish liao lar.. i dunno.. but so long as i can solve the questions i should be fine i guess..
oh yes!! and for once!! for once!! i taught someone how to solve an a.maths question!!! like wow!!! haha..
hmm.. i'm feeling so sleepy.. and drained.. i dunno.. feel so restless suddenly..
got lotsa stuff to do.. but just cant get down to doing it.. needa do agenda.. send VIs agenda.. plan for our friday;s gathering(tho is not suppose to be i di one lar.. but since i initiated it den.. i plan lor) den study somemore amaths den still got hist den still needa study for mid-yrs. haiz.. study study study.. i hate this life manx..
i wish Os wud hurry come and go away.. den i can go back to red cross whole heartedly..=((
but with my results now arh.. i'll just get into ITE.. or worst gotta stay back.. haiz..
yeps.. that's how bad my results are.. serious!
even mrs loy complained to ma'am sarah bout my results.. haiz..
but dun worry.. i wun give up!! i'll study harder.. i chiong (after farewell)
right now.. i'll just make sure i can at least pass those subjects i failed and get 1 grade higher for those subjects which i already passed.. yeps.. thats my aim for now(before farewell)
haiz.. tried bugging the juniors to force them to tell me where they having farewell prac today.. but they just refuse to say!! so irritating!! i'm not toking to u all anymore!!!! hmph!!
hee=)
k lar.. i shall go zzzzzzz
den tonight study somemore..
noe wad?? i've nv been so enthu in studying A.MATHS before.. yepyep..
6:25 PM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
HELLO
back from camp yest.. was too sleepy to blog..oh wells..
i tink camp was okay lars.. wasnt really screwed up.. and i tink the campfire was a success.. if some irritating pple didnt try to screw up our whole campfire it wud haf been better=(
me not gonna tok bout everything dat happened here..
DAY 1 didnt really sleep the previous day.. but was feeling super energetic.. hehs.. first day wad.. went to skool super early and started getting ready.. it's fun to be in-charge of camp=)
den they started reporting.. took quite some time lar.. as usual.. den had bag check.. intro and finally time for them to find their dearest buddies!!! haha..
basically day 1 was relatively alright.. we did everything according to plan..
survival cooking was fun..only me aisyah preeti jia en and pushpa were cooking.. the rest were rushing the campfire booklet in the room.. was setting up fire with aisyah and the VIs were doing another.. den me and aisyah decided to compete with them and see whose fire will be started first! and we won! yay.. haha.. we were just being dumb lar..
den cooked rice.. and ma'am sarah was still struggling with her fire.. den ma'am yan ying cooked soup for us!!yummy! and ma'am sarah was still struggling with her fire..haha.. after that ma'am sarah's fire was finally up and we cooked more rice.. haha.. we put the hotdog 'soup' thingy into the rice.. so it had taste.. den the other sec 4s came out and eat.. i was still tending to another soup.. but it was fun.. den didnt really eat much for dinner lar.. only ate a few hotdogs.. btw we opened 40 hotdogs and managed to finish it.. among 16 pple(including VIs) haha..
den it was night games..haha.. funfunfun.. enjoyed scaring the juniors..haha.. how sadistic.. but i was feeling super hyper that night.. i claimed it was the hotdogs' fault.. cos i ate alot..haha.. den went to the classroom.. found the captured victims.. poor them.. tortured by us..haha.. and there was this period of time in the classroom when we off the lights and everyone was feeling scared except me... and ma'am sarah(i dunno if she was).. den the rest were sitting on the floor.. and ma'am sarah was shining the torch through her bottle onto her face.. and she looked damn scary.. dat was when i was beginning to get scared and suddenly the sec 4s knocked on the window.. and.. i screamed.. just when i was sitting beside a ghost!!! the sec 4s had to scare us.. !!!!!!!! den i was super scared for the rest of the night!!
after that was supper and debrief.. nth much lar.. but that was when i started to haf gastric.. so irritating.. den i was writing the debrief while squatting on the floor.. i know it wasnt nice but i was in pain.. sitting down wud haf made it worst so i decided to squat down behind the table where the juniors cant see lor.. but i was chased away..=(
dat night.. i slept for few hours.. after the juniors were sent off to sleep.. me and qi went to check on them den went to practice for our POP and marked out the places on the basketball court.. after that went to sleep in the tent..
woke up at 340.. and i remembered someone told us we were suppose to wake up at 345.. so i decided not to sleep anymore and was waiting for the rest to wake up.. den at 345 tang's hp alarm rang and no one woke up!=x.. so i decided to leave the tent to take a walk outside cos i was freezing in there.. den saw the patroling pple and went to sit down with them.. and ma'am yan ying came and talk to us.. and told us alot bout VIP=)
DAY 2nth much happened in the day lar.. except wthat when we were preparing the campfire.. si min was suppose to haf her water games on.. but none of the sec4s were free.. so she took me soot and cera to help her and ma'am yan ying helped too.. den there was a casualty at the 4th level so me soot and ma'am yan ying were gone.. so there was a serious short of manpower.. but luckily the games went on fine.. great job si min!
after the game.. we had our hair washing session..haha.. sec 4s were washing too.. with ma'am yan ying.. haha..
after that guest started arriving and i was busy ushering.. for some funny reason all the usherers seem to be missing.. and i was running between the foyer canteen and rcr none stop.. i tink got more than 10 times lar.. felt as tho i was going to break into pieces soon..
then campfire started.. it was wonderful.. esp the sec 4s performance.. it wasnt well co-ordinated.. but i tink the guests enjoyed it.. haha.. the guests were rather enthu too. thank you everyone for being enthu and allowing the campfire to be a success=) even the juniors were super enthu.. yay=)
during dinner i was suppose to mingle with the guest of honour.. was so paiseh lar.. dunno wad to tok to them about.. den suddenly ma'am sarah brought alfian sir and wilson sir over oh man.. den it was even worst.. i was staring at filza and she was staring at me.. den we were like 'are we suppose to do anything?' haha..
oh yes.. and aisyah burnt her hand while taking out the torch.. very badly burnt so she had to be sent to the hosp.. poor her..
campfire was fun.. except that somehow.. i felt as tho some pple were out to wreck our campfire.. childish pple..
dat night.. went to sleep at about 2.. and i had patrol duty at 245..haha.. wow.. so i didnt really sleep lar.. den at 245.. soo ming came and wake me up.. but all i heard was 'the magazine for you......' den i went back to sleep again! and soot fell asleep too.. so for a period of time.. there wasnt anyone patroling..haha.. den woke up at 3+ and wasnt wearing my specs.. den i saw this figure walking towards the void deck didnt noe who it was until she toked to me.. it was ma'am sarah lar.. den she say go back to sleep.. and kirstie say go and patrol.. so i was like 'huh?' but in the end i still went to patrol lar..
DAY 3
it was horrible.. could barely open my eyes at all.. jjust let me stay still for 1 sec and i wud be sleeping..
until changing parade.. haha.. it was fun.. a squad thing which without co-operation wud not haf been successful=)
haha.. it was amazing how fast sec 4s can change..haha..
den it was POP.. i was super scared lar.. recieved rank and all those.. and btw.. ileft my uniform in the rcr and my envelope in it.. so i still dunno if i'm promoted or not=(
after that was clearing up time.. was helping ma'am yan ying to fill water bombs.. den they needed more pple to help clear up.. so left ma'am yan ying alone to fill the rest lor.. i felt bad leaving her to fill up the water bombs alone.. but..... thank you ma'am!!!
went to clear up the campfire.. had a hard time clearing the sand..haha.. after that went for sue you in court..
then was dismissal..
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yep.. so that was our camp.. fun but super tiring..haha..
yest came home and eat dinner den watch tv till 10.. went into my room and slept immediately.. den today woke up at 11.. and went out den came back and slept again from 1-4..haha.. and here i am blogging..
me wanna thank lotsa pple for making this camp successful:
to our VIs(ma'am yan ying and ma'am sarah)- for helping us out so much during the camp.. without u.. the camp wud not haf runned so smoothly
to all sec 4s-for making this camp to wonderful and co-operating with each other andhelping each other out so much
to all juniors- for putting in effort into this camp and able to improve each day.. getting closer to one another and being more bonded wach day
to everyone- for making this camp
ANNUAL CAMP 2006our last and final camp in tkgrcy is officially over=( but i enjoyed it the most..
btw sec 4s got camp group name too=)
sec 4s + VI = 4i
yay.. 4i rocks..
4:18 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
today went to skool again.. did some finalising of camp stuff and got ready our room for camp.. haha.. the room is neat and tidy now! yay..
camp's in 2 days time.. so excited lar.. haha.. but not as excited as before.. dunno why oso.. ah wells..
today practised our campfire stuff and sec 4s seriously rocks!! they so gonna laugh their heads off.. our performance rocks!!! ahha.. so farnie!!!! laughed non-stop today..haha..
cant wait for camp to come.. how i wish we can start staying there now!!! whee~~~
hmm.. i dunno wad to update either.. but recently lotsa squaddies' blogs are so depressing.. esp tang's.. dun worry girl! u can do it!! believe in urself!!
oh yes.. i got cut by the stupid penknife today while trying to cut the blade cos it wasnt sharp anymore.. and den i got cut by the new blade.. sheesh.. painful=(
the penknife was SUPER RUSTY.. hopefully nth happens to me.. so scared.. and it's still painful now even as i type.. poor me.. haha=x
dunno wad to write liao lar.. but the sec 4s went to sorta spy on the juniors today at kembangan cc.. cos they said they tink juniors still having camp prep tho they suppose to finish long time ago.. and i didnt follow lar.. was so sian so i went home lor.. yupz.. wonder wad they did dere.. oh wells...
see ya at camp!!
11:10 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
friday liaox..
and it's the last day of skool.. today sec 3s took over training.. didnt really attend the training lar.. only went for the vetting den.. haiz.. i dunno lar.. feeling so depressed suddenly..
camp's coming in 4 days time.. i was super excited yest.. but today.. everything that happened behind the door made me feel so irritated.. i just wish camp nv came.. but i still wanna go for camp.. i feel so irritated.. with i dunno wad.. the squad? **? ah wells.. dun try guessing wad the stars are..
this is so frustrating.. why do we suddenly seem so busy.. so many things to do.. so many things to clear.. ahhhh!!!! i wanna scream!!!!!!!! i just hope camp will turn out fine.. hopefully nth bad crops out at the last minute..
got chem supplementary on friday.. and it clashes with camp with that thing which i wanna go for!!! ahhhh!!!!!!! so irritating!!!!!!!!
i'm exploding.. wadeva lar..
it's like i finally understand wad ma'am ziting always told us:
be understanding to your seniors. it's not easy to lead a unit. being the particcipating cadet is always easier than being the one in-charge. so treasure your time well in tkgrcy. it's true lor.. seriously.. it's not easy being in-charge.. it's not easy being the one in the lead.. it's not easy to always be the best in front of your juniors.. we do get tired too u noe.. we're still humans afterall... we haf a limit to everything we can do.. no one's perfect..sighs..
farewell's coming.. camp's coming.. mid yrs are coming.. then prelims den Os.. haiz.. i feel so sick of my life..
after farewell.. life wud definitely be different.. it'll be totally different.. i wun be looking forward to goin to skool anymore.. i wun be looking forward to going for push-ups anymore.. i dunno.. i noe i wun.. no more motivations.. no more....... everything.. i want my squaddies to be with me forever and ever and ever..
oh wells.. i dunno why i'm feeling so depressed.. ever since after skool i've nv been happy.. haiz.. yeah.. no one can see the dark side of me.. i've learnt to hide my feelings well.. esp if i dowan anyone to noe..
i'm not always the happy sam u all see everyday. i haf my moods too. but no one noes.
there were times when i almost cudnt control anymore. times when i almost burst out at my squadmates.. but i controlled. bursting out at others wun make things any better.. it'll just make things worst. so tolerating is the best medicine.. ah wells.. i dunno.. i dun tink anyone ever saw me pissed with anyone before.. but the truth is.. i've been pissed with EVERYONE before.. at least once.. but....... u noe........
some unwanted pple noes my blog.. how i wish i can lock up my blog.. i dowan them to read such stuff.
i dun care.
8:44 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
our last and bestest FDC!!!!!
we did it! we won! we beat VS! we showed RI we didnt say those ENCOURAGING words for NOTHING!!
YES!!!
it felt so.... shocking to hear the results lar...
ying qi got best commander award
we won east district champion
and national 2nd runner up=)
it felt so.... scary to stand at the parade ground lar.. was so worried i cudnt hear quek's voice.. and was scared i wud get confused by other commanders cos there were 5 skools commanding at the same time.. but luckily quek's commanding was loud and clear and perfect!!!! yay.. had 15 mins for round A but it felt as tho we did the drills in 2 mins.. fast heh? we were the first skool to finish lor.. i tot there were still more drills to come but we didnt!! and once again our beloks ROCKED!!!!
den results time and yar.. we WON!!! yay!!!!
we were the first skool for round B.. and the maze was rather small lar.. wasnt like wad i expected.. so it was better.. haha.. but i tink quek did a great job.. tho i hit the chair twice.. buit we were still great=))
she commanded from the point she fall in and all other commanders did not.. yet we were not the best.. cos the instructors said the commanders should haf marched with the squad.. i tot staying at the point was better.. as in more difficult and should gain more points right??? haiz.. but nvm we still won=)
yay.. after that went to haf dinner with the squad and VIs..
den the juniors went off first and the sec4s went to take neoprints with the VIs..haha.. den went home together.. and tok tok tok throughout..
hmm.. our last FDC ended with a wonderful BANG!!
nice memories forever=)
and here are special thanks to everyone:
to ma'am sarah for helping us to train and coming down for every practice.. thanks ALOT!
to ying qi for co-operating so well with us=)
to all supporters for taking the time off to come and support us!!
to the whole squad for being so united and wokring as one!!
to everyone for having done so well and putting in their best effort today!!!!
9:28 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006
whee~~
today had our last FDC practice to prepare for our big day tmr!!
yay.. fdc prac was nice today.. tho i admit i was rather slack.. cos today super tired.. slept super late last night.. and my stupid air-con had to go kuku.. and i didnt really sleep well.. so today was super tired=(
did our last brushing up and played games during our break.. haha..
after practice played ubi-ubi(is that how u spell it?)
whack whack whack.. had a fun time watching soot and ma'am sarah torturing each other..
sounds rather saddistic.. haha.. they were so funny lar..haha..
somehow i'm not feeling stressed over tmr's competition.. i dunno why.. maybe cos gone for 2 FDCs le.. noe roughly how it wud be like liao.. so.. yar...anyway.. just hope everyone do their best tmr and BE THE BEST!!
9:12 PM
