YAY! IT'S COMING!!! this saturday!! the big big big day=) haha. so excited. i hope everything turns out happy that day! whee~~~
11:39 PM
Sunday, November 18, 2007
this week has been like kinda havoc somehow. havent been home for dinner almost the whole week. only went home ONCE. HAIZ.
bleahs. thursday went for midi like super late. haha. and I PONNED CRS! ok not exactly pon lar cos i got LOA. haha. and i was hoping the whole class pon together. den it'll be damn cool ok. FINE. im mean. attendance for midi in the morning was relatively ok. den suddenly CRS only left 7 pple. HAHA. more than half the class PON! they even got escape route to avoid meeting the tcher. COOL STUFF. anyways. thursday morning was such a shit day. i almost cried during midi. I DUNNO WHY EITHER.
just suddenly feel damn shit and suddenly like gonna break down soon kinda feeling. i noe dat day grace was in a bad mood too. i wanted to tok to her and make her feel better. but i noe i wasnt in the right mind to be consoling her. so i just looked at her and forced a smile before trying to distract myself again. HAIZ. shit feeling.
anyways. today i practically spent my whole day at church lar. went for miss tee's wedding den went to peiyun's church. the video was so encouraging and i wanted to cry but didnt dare to. haha.
haiz. today xiaozhu got concert in taiwan and he cried larrr. cos his mum admitted into hosp. last time when he had this kinda big scale concert was his father's problem. cos his dad just passed away not long den. den now is his mum's problem. hais. feel so sad for him. JIAYOU!
sometimes the best way to console a person is to leave that person alone.
1:56 AM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
CHUN HUI BOUGHT THIS FOR ME!!!! FROM TAIWAN=) woohooo~ I LOVE YOU HUIHUI!!!! HAHAHA! OMGOMGOMG! CAN U SEE ME! HAHA. SO CLEAR LAR! SO FRONT! WOOHOOO~~~
11:19 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
YAY=) went to see xiaozhu on friday! haha. and we were standing RIGHT IN FRONT of the stage. coolness. too bad he didnt perform. BUT HE WAS DAMN CUTE=) went home so tired dat day.
BTW. THE SONG GEOFFREY MIXED FOR XIAOZHU IS IN HIS NEW ALBUM! YEA! GO GEOF! haha. 防盗锁~
ok. now for serious stuff. i suddenly feel like pulling out of the planning for FOC. haiz. i tink i got too much commitments already. esp the light and sound thing. i noe if the light and sound thing ever clashes with anything else the priority would go to the light and sound. COS THE CONTRACT SAYS SO. sheesh. it sounds like we're being made slaves to the skool. other than that still got my piano lesson. i hardly even practice my piano at all. it's like i just go for lesson den come back and throw my piano books aside. im so not gonna pass my grade 8 at this rate. im practicing lesser than ever. plus it's not like i practice alot last time. and my teacher like kinda give up nagging at me le. she doesnt even scold when i cant play the piece and like it's damn obvious i never practice. i feel damn bad ok. tho i dun like getting scolded. it's like so wasting my parents money paying for the fees. and the last thing is i realised i havent been spending time with my family anymore. how many times in a week do i msg my mum telling her i cant go home for dinner? and i always go my grandma hse for dinner. so i dun go there means i dun get to see her and vice versa. and it hurts to hear my mum tell me dat my grandma always asks about me when i nv go home for dinner. i noe she cares. and i feel bad when i go there after school and she asks me 'yest u nv come for dinner, did u eat?' HAIZ. i dun like it when my grandma ask me this kinda question. COS I CAN NEVER FORGET HOW I LOST MY GRANDFATHER AFTER HE ASK ME THAT LAST QUESTION. dat was the last time i saw him and the last time i heard his voice EVER AGAIN. i'll never forget his look when he asked me bout my olvl results and dat was the last time i really looked at his face and heard his voice.(argh. i feel like crying.) 因为失去过而更懂得珍惜~ i dunno wad will happen if my grandma ever leaves me. i never want that day to come.
oh wells. shant say anymore lest i really start crying. we'll see how bah. btw. i finish reading xiaozhu's book and this sentence is somehow deeply etched in my mind. and i feel so 心酸 after i read that line. dunno why but i feel so sad reading that line. and somehow can really feel his perseverance and hard work really paid off=) he worked hard for what he is today. he's a good role model=)) im glad i didnt support the wrong person.
‘那个我从没让她发现过的世界，那张失神到绝望的脸，狠狠地印在我罗志祥的脸上'
i wanna find someone to talk to. someone who really understands what im going through now. hais. where are you?
11:47 PM
Sunday, November 04, 2007
hais.. school's starting tmrrr. sai lar.. and tmr got ear training test oso. so gonna fail dat stupid singing shit. I DUN WANNA GO SKOOL LARRRRRR. argh~~
i dunno whether i should be excited for friday or not. i scared the more excited i am the more disappointed and sad i'll be. the stupid sound thing always like to inform us last minute lar. screw those shit pple. i hate recieving last minute information hais~
CHEER UP VICK. best friends arent for nth=)
10:14 PM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
OMG. xiaozhu's new songs are like OMGOMGOMG. so nice pls.
anyway. he's coming next friday!!! ahhh~ I HOPE NEXT FRIDAY NO SOUND OR LIGHT TRAINING. if not HOWWWW?!?!?!? *prays super hard* *pray pray pray pray*
no training no training no training no training....... NO NO NO NO NO TRAINING.
1:26 PM
Thursday, November 01, 2007
HERE!!!! THE NEW MV!!! OMG. SHUAI DAO BU XING. AHHHHH~
2:57 PM
OMG. xiaozhu's new mv is so so so........... freaking cool. AHHHHH~~~ i like that 重踏舞.. is dat wad u call it? it's his dance lar.. very niceeee!!! dat kinda dance must be super co-ordinated to do it well lor. COOL! can see abit in the following video=)
1:58 AM
Welcome!
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YAY! IT'S COMING!!!
CHUN HUI BOUGHT THIS FOR ME!!!! FROM TAIWAN=)