Saturday, March 29, 2008
yay! back from prep camp yest.
altho not as bad as i expected but still felt kinda lonely there without hui and jingying.
HUI PLS GO FOR ACTUAL CAMP!
anyways. i shall update bout the camp=)
feel that alot of us changed after the camp. changed for the better?
day 1
supposed to report or camp at 11am but we met at 10am in case pple late mah. so that we wont kena punished for being late. and we reported early! yay! den brought alot alot of stuff from clubroom to t19. kena scolded for not helping the others walking at the back. den went back to rock climbing area again and kena punishment lorr. hmmm. den we had a run through of the station games. cant really remember wad happened ler. only the talk with the seniors we had at night. haha. it was a good way to solve problems i guess. we really voiced out how we felt about each other and told each other right into the face. and also about how we felt about the OCs cos alot of us were rather unhappy with them. and we promised to start anew after stepping out of the room that night. haha. had dinner rather late. the whole talk thing lasted till 9 plus. went for dinner at clementi den went back and walked out night walk route. LOL. so fun! cant really remember le lar. we slept at around 3 plus anyways. and i didnt really sleep lar. cos block nose den cannot breathe and i was tinking if i really slept the next morning sure damn tired cos only 3 hrs of sleep. so might as well not sleep. denise didnt sleep at all.
day 2
wake up super early cos had PT. and i survived the PT! whoa. after a whole year of no PT i actually still survived it. but only one exercise i was kinda afraid to do cos i scared of my back injury thing. the lift leg thing and crunches BUT shawn say if dont do den do half squat OF COURSE I RATHER DO THE EXERCISE LAR half squat even more straining of the back. den i heck care just do it. lucky nth happened. after that went for breakfast and the GLs arrived le=)
after that was station games. and we get to tekan the GLs. YAY! thats the best thing about being a GP=) at night we had battle royale! was looking forward to that game alot. haha. but i tink too little pple playing lar so was not that fun but the whole idea was good=) den went to sleep ler. had a longer sleep that night cos next day was gonna be a tiring day.
day3
woke up at 8 when we were suppose to wake up at 9. haha. cos we thot we were suppose to gather at 9 I TINK. kinda orgot wad time we suppose to get up but anyway i noe we woke up 1hr earlier. haha. den we had breakfast and started preparing for amazing race. hmm. the game was kinda screwed up i tink. the GLs kinda messed up the whole running process and the seniors were kinda hard to handle. then i ust like keep quiet during the thing. sorry denise! dont worry actual camp i wont liddat=) and after amazing race everyone was feeling super down. and somehow raymond got kinda super pissed off and ended up injuring himself. TAKE CARE OF YRSELF MAN! den we had dinner and everyone was kinda like sian sian de. and dunno why i just felt like crying tried super hard to hold back my tears and not show that i was feeling down but luckily XJ and zen was there being their usual stupid self. haha. keep making me laugh but end up kinda no appetite so i only ate a little. after dinner timothy talked to us and he broke down. haiz. felt so sad at that time lar. can see that he super stress le. after dinner started preparing for nightwalk. i was stationed together with xuanjun aka chicken little. HAHA. scaring pple was fun but the GLs were damn brave. only a few were scared. LOL. and i scared both timothyS! HAHA! timothy SU damn dumb. he already noe we are there still can kena scare. and the GL timothy was damn funny. far far away already heard his breathing and he was talking to the sadako sia! he keep saying 'got thing in front. oh got thing got thing' i hide at the corner trying so hard not to laugh. HAHAHAHA. the nightwalk ended at 5 plus. den went to sleep till next day 10am.
day4
last day! yay! played the sentosa games in school. haha. had fun bombing pple=) den after that went back to change and had debrief lor. den was the ceremony thing le. the GLs find out who their partners are and stuff. the seniors played a trick on them. LOL. damn funny lar. after that break camp at 8pm. went home ate dinner and slept at 10pm! on the train suddenly i realised the WHOLE DAY i didnt eat anything at all! until dinner. cos breakfast i was not feeling well keep feel like vomit so i decided not to eat den no lunch cos was suppose to break camp at 330 end up drap till 8. so i only ate dinner yest! omg! and i didnt feel hungry lar. SIA LAR.
anyways. i slept till 1pm today. lol. was damn tired lar.
throughout this camp i tink everyone changed alot bah. endured through this whole prep camp sure has made us bonded. and i can feel a great change in the OCs too. at the start i could only hear them ASKING for respect which they obviously dont get but slowly they learn to EARN their respect=) good job everyone! timothy was a super great GM! he was the only one i could feel was gaining respect right from the start of everything which was why everyone listened to him. no one was unhappy with him=) YAY. oh yea. on the way home yest i heard timothy talking to ikhwan about the games. he looked damn stress bout the whole thing. and he sick somemore. not only him lar alot of other GPs also sick. TAKE CARE EVERYONE!
and stupid chicken little keeps spoiling my repuation.
(HAH! TOLD YOU I WAS GONNA SAY THIS!)
stupid XJ keep anyhow spread nonsense. he say i withdraw money from one atm and deposit in another den say my shirt wear 4 days never change den call me merlion(cos i was stationed at the merlion for amazing race) HE DAMN ASSHOLE LAR.
den keep making fun of me and merlion and atm. SEE LAR.
stupid.
but overall i tink this camp is worth remembering=)
CRUSADERS! IMBA!
2:38 AM
yes. prep camp is over and i dunno whether i should say out the stuff here but anyways it was memorable=) we all came out of camp alot more bonded!
altho there were some unhappy things but we managed to settle it together as ONE. yay.
some changed some didnt bah.
anyways. it kinda sucks to be alone at camp.
haiz. do anything oso one person. wanna high oso dont dare.
suck suck suck.
2:36 AM
Thursday, March 20, 2008
i thought i was strong.
strong enough to survive this alone.
but i realised ive changed.
changed alot compared to last time.
im not that strong anymore.
cos i finally broke down last night.
yea. im weak.
and the weakest thing bout me is....
i couldnt find the reason i broke down for.
haiz. where are you when i need you so badly?
i really dunno what am i holding on for.
12:36 AM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
haf i mentioned b4 dat guys who can 自弹自唱（esp with keyboard) and guys who can drum are extremely attractive?
OMG.
i'll seriously fall in love with them.
i love this kinda talented guys!!!
AHHH~
like xiaozhu is one great example.
HOHO.
2:04 AM
Friday, March 14, 2008
went for tkgrcy campfire today.
only me and sooming turned up for our squad.
honestly. i tink the whole campfire was totally SCREWED UP.
it was so boring lar. and the guests werent alot too.
haiz. standard drop by alot again.
anyways.
im here to rant today.
suddenly feel like quitting this whole smit FOC thing.
haiz. not so much of being tekan-ed.
it's just somehow the feeling of getting corporal punishments here and the feeling of getting corporal punishments last time in red cross is so different.
no doubt it was much worst last time in tkg.
but at least i dun feel so ermm.......... bu fu qi after everything.
ARGH. i dunno how to describe the feeling larr.
maybe it just feels different being punished by someone of your own age.
last time we were punished by seniors. hmmm.
i dont understand why we should be punished by the OCs
so what if they're OCs? they are still our age.
i noe why i didnt feel like this last time. because as seniors they have more right to do all this punishment things on us. why?
because they went through all this before. they are in a much better place to comment on how bad we are.
BUT the OCs are just as inexperienced as us.
just because they are OCs doesnt make them alot higher rank than us to be punishing us and using their 'power' as OC to be controlling us.
makes sense?
hmmm.
and somehow i feel some OCs give me that kind of feeling like......
'eh. im OC ok. HIGH RANK. u all better obey me'
it's effing irritating. AND STOP USING PUSH UPS TO ABUSE YOUR POWERS.
punish at the right time. NOT WHEN U FEEL LIKE IT.
i keep hearing pple use 'pumping' to threaten everyone.
wtf.
i dont feel like going for monday's bonding session.
call it a bonding session.....
it's not even bonding at all.
12:32 AM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
this feeling suddenly overwhelmed me.
i miss my squadmates ALOT.
haiz.
i dreamt of tanglin yest! and she just told me she was looking at my photo yest.
telepathy? haha. it always happens.
and both me and yingqi's back are hurting.
LOL.
going for tkgrcy's campfire tmr.
but not alot of pple going ehh.
oh wells~
suddenly i feel so lonely.
all my friends are in taiwan having fun=(
den my squadmates are all busy with their lives.
chionging for A levels'.
feel so unmotivated to do anything now.
i really really really miss tkgs life alot alot.
oh yea.
today i watched bfb and saw the news bout xiaozhu injured his neck while filming.
DAMN SCARY.
his face was totally PALE.
i mean seriously WHITE.
nv see any casualty so pale b4 lar. SCARY.
take care lar u pig. injured so many times this year.
HAHA.
12:35 AM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
sth is wrong with my back.
dunno why just now evening suddenly pain.
and it's the place where i injured b4. near spine.
hopefully is nth serious. cos i nv do anything dat will hurt my back de lor.
haiz. dunno why suddenly 旧病复发
back pain can mean alot of things ehh.
kidney prob is on of them lehh.
i scared arr.. cos........................
ahhhh.
i scared.
2:00 AM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
hoho! i just on channel 102 and they just nice show luozhixiang's MV.
LUCKY ME=)
been feeling kinda down this few days.
dunno why either. hais. maybe it's the weather? gloomy day.
blahh. miss my squadmates alot alot suddenly.
QUEK i love you too=)
and all other 15 of u!
cant wait for school to start. sucks to live so aimlessly everyday.
jingying's gone to hk and hui's at taiwan.
no one's gonna accompany me to SMIT GP bonding.
HOW? sucks larr.
i hope they both come back in time for prep camp. otherwise the camp sure suck.
cos i got no one to stick to=(
i mean no close friend lar.
denise so independent de. and she kinda close to the smit pple oso.
kinda miss the 4 days at IT fair. haha.
tiring but it was fun working with those bunch of pple=)
doubt we'll ever meet again bah. oh wells~
addicted to the song QING LAO.
damn nice. listen to it! it's on my playlist=)
xiaozhu sang it b4 lar. dats y i noe dat song. haha.
but it's really nice.
somehow im starting to like those oldies songs these days.
HAHA. retro-ing in music.
2:42 PM
Sunday, March 09, 2008
been working at the IT show since thursday 12pm-9pm.
oh manns. it's damn tiring lar. imagine having to stand for 9 hrs and talk non-stop.
promoting the stupid ipod. OMG.
everybody sell until the end of the day all go crazy. HAHA.
but it's quite fun larr. the first day was totally horrible. i so wanted to cry sia.
ONLY SOLD 1 IPOD on the first day lar. den i so depressed.
haiz. 2nd day sold 4 ipods and today sold 8 ipods! yay.
haha. after u make the first sale it's like a super great sense of achievement cos u noe u broke the ZERO record. hope i can sell more tmr! my target is 5 AT LEAST.
my heel is hurting like mad lar.
and my lips are cracking cos in the aircon too long and keep talking den become very dry.
oh yea! they provide good food for dinner lehh. haha. it's good quiality food lor. so not so bad.
and those pple i meet are all nice pple=)
it's amazing how we become such great friends during the first day. and we only knew each other for 9 hrs. but it felt like we knew each other long time ago. haha.
but it makes working fun=) now we're like one big family. APPLE FAMILY.
HOHO.
OH YARRR!
yest we saw alot of artiste! haha. and i saw NAT HO and JOANNE PEH! OMG. nat ho is damn cute larrrr. den he walk past me i just keep staring at him!! ahhhh~ but luozhixiang still better. HEHE.
den saw project superstar candyce, jason.
and this fat actress. haha the J-team person. SHE DAMN CUTE OK. esp her specs.
go watch the 9'oclock show and u'll noe wad i mean bout her specs. they're real. not just for the show. den saw this guy who acts in police and thief as lee tok kong's friend. dunno wad's his name lar. but i recognise his face. haha. oh! still got another old actor. haha! so many pple! woohoo~
ipod for you sir/ma'am?
12:04 AM
Monday, March 03, 2008
I WANT GO WORK AT SINGAPORE'S STAGE SHOP!
haha. maybe can get discounted price for the stuff. LOL
and i'll be working for lzx!
how cool is dat?
but i tink i can just continue dreaming.
haha.
dream dream dream~
but dreams do come true right? if i dream hard enough....
den i shall dream harder bout working with him in the recording studio one day.
hahA.
*dreams super hard*
1:05 AM
Saturday, March 01, 2008
wooohooo~
im so happy i not medic! LOL
altho i did volunteer to be one at first. cos now i tink GP more fun. HAHA!
anyways.
went to school today and came back kinda late. reached home at about 11pm.
haha. went for some bonding session and campfire song practice.
den we played captains' ball.
DEN I HURT MY HAND. stupid lar.
asked darren help me bandage cos he happen to come into the club when i went in to get bandage.
haha. THANKS DARREN=)
den after dinner went back school to do other things lar.
which i tink not fang bian to say here incase some GL happen to pass by my blog.
LOL.
GPs rocks anyway=)
OH YEA.
this camp got corporal punishments! OMG.
keep reminding me of the red cross days=) the ever so great word : KNOCK IT DOWN!
been long since i heard that phrase. haha!
oh yea. this whole thing is like training camp for us lar. except the standard not as high as wad i had experienced in tkgs. haha. so i still tink is ok=)
oh yea. and after the push-ups i almost jump up and say TK!
haha. only my squadmates will understand wad i mean bah. LOL.
i miss tkgrcy times=(
anyways. here's a photo of my bandaged hand!
(few days ago i had my ankle bandaged up)
and to my coincidence i saw..............
THIS on xiaozhu's blog today. haha.
he also got his hands and leg bandaged up.
HAIYO. take care lar you.
12:18 AM
