this song is super nice! the lyrics reminds me of my squadmates=(
i miss u darlings.
11:49 PM
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
i'm scared.. very scared... shouldnt i be excited instead?? but somehow everytime i step into SP, images of my squadmates just keep appearing in my mind.. i really miss them alot.. i miss those times we spent together..not that they are haunting me or sth.. i just miss them. seriously.. i dun wanna be seperated from them=((( i feel insecured without that bunch of crazy pple.. haiz.. how?? i'm afraid to be alone... i want my friends......
i want to meet pple like my squaddies... i'm afraid to meet new pple alone... i'm really scared..... very very scared..... it's scary to go to a new environment ALONE.. with totally no friends at all..
i wanna cry everyime i go into school... ahhh....... squaddies.. where are u everytime i tink of u?? =(((
10:47 PM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
whee~~~ today went to buy my laptop=) so i dun hafta snatch for the comp with my brothers anymore! yay~~~~~ and i made my student card le so i'm an official SP student!!
anyways.. it's gonna be a busy week starting from next week..haha.. school's gonna start real soon..... let's see i've FOC camp on 5-8 april den DMAT orientation on 9, 10 and 12 april den i dunno wad else is coming up.. oh yes!! the person whom i talked to during the SP open house from my course remembers me!! haha.. i didnt expect her to den she suddenly say ' i saw u b4! u look very familiar!' haha.. so happy=)
the seniors are nice lar.. somehow i felt rather scared of the seniors from poly.. cos i feel as though it's like they will bully juniors de.. but from wad i see today.. they dun seem to be that kinda pple lar.. maybe i'm just tinking too much.. hohoho.... but still................
and i want the SMIT shirt! haha.. i tink it's nice=) and the jacket too!! oh wells~~~~ after making the card we went round looking at the CCAs.. den got this CCA is called chinese music and culture (or sth liddat) den their booth got LUOZHIXIANG poster!!!! haha.. so it attracted me to go over there and i am strongly considering whether to join that or not.. cos they sing chinese pop song and they learn keyboarding and guitar!!! everything i wanna learn!! haha.. they were playing so many many jolin and luozhixiang song.. hohoho....
oh yea.. the big red cross sign caught my attention so i went over to take a look den dat person( dere was only 1 person at the booth) tried persuading me to join red cross lar.. haha.. and i was tinking' haha.. imagine this is wad we do to the sec1s' but i didnt join anyways..
oh yea!!! we had to fill in some form to sign up for camp mah.. den got this blank is former cca, former position held and highest rank obtained.. oh my oh my... i was filling in the blank and smiling happily to myself=)
former cca: RED CROSS former position held: UNIT SECRETARY highest rank obtained: WARRANT OFFICER
woohoo!!! i'm proud to be a part of tkgrcy=)
9:26 PM
Monday, March 26, 2007
this song super nice!!!!
1:10 AM
ah xiang sprained his ankle yest!! just before his concert!!!......... OMG.. and the best thing.. he still continued dancing after he sprained his ankle and until the rehearsal was over den he said his ankle was sprained and he still carried on his performance on the concert!!!
and to think i couldnt even stand up that time when i sprained my ankle.. HE CAN STILL DANCE 精舞门?!?!?!? i bet he must haf suffered badly last night after the concert cos it must be super swollen.. dat time i only went to pau's church and walked a little den go home already cannot stand it le.. the pain was like..... i just wanted to chop off my leg.... haha....
PROFESSIONALISM..... *salutes*
12:33 AM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
talentime yest was okay bah~~ but the supporters were so dead lar.. haiz.. and our juniors dun scream de.. DEAD~~ so i only heard our squad pple screaming..haha.. den so weird cos only 5 pple screaming.. haiz..
anyways.. we got 2nd for duet and group song!yay~~ and the RI traditional dance was damn cool..haha.. entertaining rather.. the got 1st lar of course..haha~~
oh wells.. after that went for dinner with the unit.. the juniors came along too but as usual they just stick to themselves.. nv come interact with the seniors.. are the seniors really that scary??? i tot OUR seniors were worst but we still interact with them very well wad..
okay~~ we're BRAVE juniors ..haha..
after that the sec 4s went off first den we walked around parkway for awhile den went home ler.. yest was a super humid day lar.. wad kinda weather do we haf man..so horrible~~
oh yes!! channel u is showing hi! shang ban nu lang on sundays 10-12!!haha.. it's a super old show lar.. and that luozhixiang in that show looks kinda.. not so shuai..hehe.. oh wells~~~
12:33 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
i miss them alot. really.
世界透明舞台! i wanna own the stage one day.
4:16 PM
whoa. i nv knew u were so strong. until today. a million thumbs up to u=)
anyways.. i slept early last night.. not exactly early but earlier than normal..haha.. blame the cough syrup.. cos it causes drowsiness so i decided i shall sleep after eating the med.. oh yea.. i was watching that 小孩不笨，谁才笨 show.. ermm... made me tink through alot of stuff.. anyone watched it yest?
i guess i'm just not up to it..i dun haf wad it takes.. so i'll just stay backstage.. seeing ur production shine is still an honour isnt it? even though it didnt shine because of u.. but because of the person on stage.. it will still make u feel proud wun it?
i made the right choice didnt i? i wanted to do this. yes. i wanted. i wun regret.
oh wells.. i'll be going back to tkg to help the juniors for talentime.. it's weird why they dun call yingqi since she's their vi and she can obviously sing a million times better than me. so why look for me if i cant bring u all up to perfection? i cant gaurantee the comments i give u are the best..
ohyea. kudos to our dearest juniors.. for getting every item into the finals! u'll make it to the top! rule the stage! rock the stage! own the stage! whooo!!! make me feel proud of that stage in SP! it'll be damn cool.. imagine i tell my friends next time when i go to the auditorium 'ehh! my juniors won champion on this stage before!' isnt it cool? haha.. ok... just do ur best.. the outcome isnt the most impt.. the most impt thing is to enjoy ur performance.. shine on the stage!
performing is a true enjoyment. or at least it is to me=)
3:50 PM
Monday, March 19, 2007
my throat is hurting like mad lar~~~~~~~~
3 more weeks to orientation!! i hope my coursemates are nice people.. i hope they are pple like my dearest squaddies... haiz.... i'm scared.. i dun wanna go skool alone.. i got no friends in sp=(
someone tell me i made the right choice pls?
10:42 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
oh mann... i just finished watching the show.. i bought the dvd!! cried like mad lar.. the show is damn sad.. it's so touching!!!! my goodness...
i've nv cried so madly while watching a love show before.. i strongly recommend this show to everyone=)it's super nice.. seriously..u'll not regret watching it...ahhhhh...
poor qinlang............
10:54 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
oh my dear qinlang......... the next episode of zhuan jiao is super super nice lar... he cry until so poor thing.. omg.. cant wait for next tues..hoho... ahhhh.. tmr needa go medical check up for the poly enrolment cos we needa attach medical report..how dumb..damn scared pls... oh my qinlang....... pls help me pass through this medical check up successfully... i make him sound like some god or sth.. oh wells...
QINLANG AHHHH..........
10:32 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
woohoo! tmr will be the first day of school.. not really lar.. just go for briefing but it's still my first day meeting my new friends.. go to a new school and new environment.. it's scary.. seriously..
but i'm still looking forward to it! and i just made some new friends online..haha.. new coursemates=) got xiaozhu fan!!!! finally my classmates are xiaozhu fans too!!! omg omg omg...
so excited to meet them tmr..haha.. alrites.. going off.. bubye!
btw..CHERYL GAN..if u see this.. i'm going to ur house on tuesday for dinner!!! wahaha.... 不知不觉爱上了...(inside joke)
9:53 PM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
xiaozhu gonna act in a movie!!!!! yay!! anyone wanna watch with me?? it's called 钮釦人 button man .. haha.. yes.. YOU.. the person reading this shall go watch with me=)
yesss... but it wun come out so fast though.. cos he's only filming it in may.. wahahaha.. but i dun care.. i'm gonna watch it!!! wahahaha~~~~~~
yays...... he's acting as a gangster lehhs.. i hope he's a good guy=)
2:30 PM
不是每個灰姑娘，都能找到屬於自己的鞋。
translated: not every cinderella can find a shoe which fits her.
i'm in love with this kinda quotes recently..wahahaha.. anyways.. i'm so excited to go skool!!! whee~~~~~~
12:15 PM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
說了一個謊，就必須說另一個謊來圓第一個謊，這道理沒有人告訴過你嗎？
makes sense right?? haiz.. so dun tell lies lar...
translated: after saying a lie you need to say another lie to cover up the first lie..
10:33 AM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
yest went out with cheryl gan..haha.. went kbox and sang for 3 hours.. den she wanted to sing 脱掉!! siao kia..haha..
anyways..we were walking round cine cos it was raining and we were stuck dere den suddenly this guy came and ask cheryl for her number lar.. the guy likes her lar.. it's so obvious..haha.. but he's OLD pls.. too old to be her boyfriend..haha.. den he msged her to ask for her email and friendster stuff but she nv reply lar.. yucks.. despo guys are irritating u noe..yuck yuck yuck..
oh wells.. we went ps to shop after that den went to samuel and kevin..haha.. and cheryl has this sudden liking for stripes and i dun understand why.. den she saw this striped polo shirt and she wanted to buy for andrew..haha.. so dumb lar.. so she bought it in the end den kept complaining 'why would i buy a shirt for andrew?!? why!!??' haha.. siao..
haha.. siao... but ended up andrew cant fit into it.. and she called me to complain.. siao kias.. they were fighting over it cos andrew wants her to go back and change but cheryl doesnt want to cos she wants to wear it instead..haha.. toopid siblings..
anyways.. before that we were at sembawang music store den we saw this 5566 album and the luozhixiang album haha.. den i said luozhixiang and sunxiezhi not on good terms.. if u realise programmes which haf 5566 will not haf luozhixiang and vice-versa.. jolin, stanley and luozhixiang are from same company but haf 5566, jolin and stanley but no luozhixiang.. always liddat de.. (i observe very long liao) oh wells the point is.. i said they not on good terms right den cheryl suddenly said "huh?! sunxiezhi fight with luozhixiang?! he stand at one corner lar.." (靠边站啦！）haha!!! omg.. i almost kissed her.. 不亏是我的 best cousin..haha!!
I LOVE YOU CHERYL GAN! haha.. boyfriend-in-your-dream-number one fan..haha... that's wad she call me cos she once dreamt of luozhixiang and he was her boyfriend and they went to watch jj's concert together den luozhixiang's father came and pick dem up and i dunno how i appeared in her dream..yea.. oh.. and i just dreamt of luozhixiang recently and she's jealous..haha!!!
but i dreamt of qinlang(a character luozhixiang acted in a show) not luozhixiang..haha.. oh wellss...
bye!
12:02 PM
Welcome!
hello (:
It's Me
Girl 18 160790 Singapore Polytechnic Diploma in Music and Audio Technology
i miss them alot. really.
