went out for dinner with grace hui shun and timothy today. lol. weird combi of pple? i tink so too. WAHAHA. but they are all nice pple and i was glad it didnt feel awkward=) but oh wells. i hope ure alright grace. dont be sad yar. i love you loads.
oh yea. thanks shawn for ur jacket. and for rushing down to school. i owe u a treat=) really thanks alot.
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sometimes i really wonder whether i should. but the ans somehow always turns out to be a 'i dunno' when will i get a definite ans?
11:00 PM
Monday, April 28, 2008
sometimes all i ever need is just a person with a listening ear. patience. seriousness. and someone whom i can really discuss my problems with.
i really mean a good friend who listens. just listen. and really listen. then just keep everything to urself. isit that hard?
i gave u THAT MANY hints. but u got none.
11:26 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
photos! we took these while celebrating sihao's bdae last thurs!
oliver gaying around with sihao. LOL yay! dmat! i love this picture=) shunyi. oliver. sihao henry. bocheng. wira grace. chunhui peiyun. ME!
12:35 AM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
woohoo. im super tired today. almost fell asleep even during performance class. imagine that? LOL.
after school went out with 2A02 peeps=) haha. after being in the same class for a year. we finally go out together. not all tho(only got shunyi, oliver, bocheng, henry, wira, sihao, chunhui, grace, peiyun and me!) but at least those whom we hardly hang out with. and i realised they are a nice bunch of friends. chatted with each other till quite late. haha. all about music music music. really enjoyed it. shared so many stuff. AND seriously i didnt noe shun was this kinda person. haha. he's a nice guy. really nice. and talented too=) his guitar skills are superb! i wanna learn guitar from him!! LOL. see what happens when a bunch of DMATers go out? everything is about music. we went to sembawang music store. den hanged out at yamaha playing guitars and keyboards. after that went to foodcourt to chat. it was fun chatting with them.
im gonna practice my piano well=)
oh yea. CHEER UP ZEN! dont so sad buddy!
11:49 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
had quite a long chat with my mum last night. kinda told her everything that was happening in school so far and talked to her bout alot of things like how i felt i changed ever since FOC and all the unhappy things thats going on around me. haha. heart to heart talk ehh=) and i was tinking about lotsa things just now while bathing haha and suddenly thot bout what she told me last night. it really did make sense after all. LOL (yest i was still tinking that she's just being old fashioned and stuff) but just now i realised what she said was true. im really minimizing my chances by doing this. but then again. im not the one who started it. i mean. im just a victim. oh wells. lets just let nature take its course. god has his plans for everyone=) everything is happening for a reason. right?
ah wells. super glad to haf such a great and nice mum=) YAY. I LOVE YOU MAMA. esp when we can talk about anything under the sun. seriously anything and everything. and she gives good advice as well. hoho. im glad i dont hafta hide all this from her. cos she's understanding=)
我宁愿自己不开心我也不要看到朋友伤心~
sometimes. sammie isnt the all-so-cheerful sammie u see. deep down inside is a broken heart waiting to be repaired=( it's just that i havent found the one who will repair that heart thats all. 有时候外表越坚强的人越希望受到保护. 只是还没遇到那个给她安全感的人而已.
9:38 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
haiz. so many things happened last night. cried a few times. HAIYO.
i slept at 5am. and woke up at 930am this morning=( ARGH.
and thanks to whoever who talked to me on the phone last night=) 2 of you. haha. helped alot. really. thanks=)
10:58 PM
why cant we just interact like normal friends? it's getting very irritating. and tiring. and dont u realise we got nothing to talk about? because all we do is "argue" everytime we see each other we start disturbing each other. haiz. i dont tink it's fun at all. it's irritating. really. so stop it. it's not getting my attention. it's just pushing me away from you. if you are sensitive enough to realise.
it kinda describes how i feel. dont try to guess who lar.
10:51 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
woohoo. today school ended at 1030! lol. was suppose to end at 1130 but jimmyjap let us off early. and im looking forward to learning more bout business of music. it's interesting to noe bout the copyright stuff. cos it seriously helps u earn money if u noe how to protect ur work. HAHA.
anyways. went fc4 for lunch after that cos chunhui grace and peiyun got gems. he met us for lunch too. after that they all go gems den i alone but timothy came to find me den we decided to go club. and met denise there:) after that i was about 2 sleep when suddenly 2 irritating pple pissed me off cos they suddenly shouted. damn it. i wasnt feeling well the whole day cos i got cramps. damn the stupid cramps. of all times to get cramps purposely fall on TODAY when i going out:( anyways. i was rotting in club lar until chunhui ended her gems. den after that we headed to vivocity le. had loadsa fun just hanging around with the dear crusaders=) after that went to watch movie lor. 33 of us go watch movie together! how cool is dat? we fill almost half the cinema i tink. HAHAHA. damn cool. thank you for the chocs! it did help make me feel better after a whole day of cramps:) so sweet of you.
reached home at 11pm bathed and here i am:) lorries of love to the crusaders. a lovely bunch of friends. IMBA!
11:42 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
it's only the 3rd day of school. and im like totally drained. haiz. just now i just merely lied on the bed for awhile and i realised i was fast asleep. haha! damn tired.
had piano early in the morning at 8am lar. cos my school lesson started at 10am. haiz. cannot sleep late still. but anyways i reached school damn early today! i reached at 930 lor. despite me walking extremely slow. i thot i was gonna fall asleep walking. HAHA.
midi was boring as usual. after midi den no more class le. except for gems. wanted to pon actually but heard them say first lesson usually will let off early so might as well just go. so i went lor. he walked to t2 with us. lol. cos i told him i dunno how to go. den he volunteer bring me there cos he got no lesson alr. thank you. haha. after gems went back club cos got meeting mah. den was slacking in club with zen and xj while waiting for the meeting to start. den yar lor. the meeting was.............no comments....... but haiz. disappointing. after meeting i stayed in club for quite awhile. weishan was damn entertaining. lol. den we played zhong ji mi ma. HAHA loser had to eat this smelly thing dat weishan brought back from taiwan. it seriously stinks. LOL. after that went home lor. he took train home with me cos i was alone! all the way to aljunied from dover! haha. den HE take bus 100 home. TO SERANGOON. damn far lar. haha. thank you again. lol.
feel so tired. i want to sleep!
10:37 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
fine. i'll just hide.
ahhhhh. why nowadays my post all so depressing! no no no. must get out of this whole emo shit. cheer up sammie=)
11:48 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
i will forget. forget all that happened. forget i even met you. but i still hope we're good friends. argh. this song suits my exact feeling now. it's on my playlist. u can go listen. just scroll down.
罗志祥-最后的风度
没有人介入 所有人觉得你该满足 我把心血全都付出 你为何想要哭
为你作主 让你受到我的保护 可是你像受苦 到底是谁难以相处
我给你幸福 你问我什么才是幸福 这个问题反而让我 把你看个清楚
你怕束缚 我的爱没能把你驯服 你没有退路 那倒不如爽快结束
就让你见识我的风度 你离开我要不要庆祝 我不怕爱的残酷 反正我很想跳舞
我最喜欢挑战孤独 我也爱放下包袱 没有谁我也不舍得哭 我我不在乎
你觉得痛苦 我倒不愿意为爱受苦 只有这样我才做到 对你的背叛宽恕
想你幸福 想不到分手你才幸福 是谁的错误 我不认输我忍得住
就让你识我的风度 你离开我要不要庆祝 我不怕爱的残酷 反正我很想跳舞
我最喜欢挑战孤独 我也爱放下包袱 没有谁我也不舍得哭 我没有空在乎
就让你见识我的风度 我忍痛温柔的祝福 你会一生都记住 我要你铭心刻骨
我最喜欢挑战孤独 我也爱放下了包袱 没有谁没难度我最怕哭 爱要爱得投入 却不在乎
11:07 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
或许我们只能当一辈子的好朋友。
我祝福你们=)
10:28 PM
yooo. haiz. today feel so moody the whole day. maybe i do feel a little affected after knowing it. haiz. why? if only wad YOU thought was true. really. ah wells~
anyways. yest went out with timo, chicken little and chunhui. haha. went to watch movie and just hang out lar. last day of holidays anyways. had fun just playing around with each other. and the 3 of them keep ganging up to bully me. see lar. this kinda friend. one ahbeng one chicken. and another..........TOFU. OMG. wad kinda friends do i haf. HAHA.
lovely friends=)
went to watch run papa run. the show was ok i tink. i expected it to be super touching but didnt turn out touching after all. i thot i would be sobbing away in the cinema. haha. after that went for dinner. went to my dreaded place LONG JOHN SILVER. they purposely choose that place. alr said i dont like BUT i so nice sacrifice for them. seriously i dunno why i dislike long john so much. HAHA. after that we all took bus home. lol. den walk home with timo lor. yea.
and today went for bowling. but somehow my heart and mind seems to be wandering off at somewhere. just wasnt concentrating. haiz.
was just hoping..... if only u knew
and i found my piano to be a great dumping ground. i meant dumping ground for feelings. haha. it just takes away all ur troubles and unhappiness when ure banging away at the piano. but the emptiness comes back once u stop playing. haiz. i love my piano=)
suddenly listening to xiaozhu's 最后的风度 makes me wanna cry. 就讓你見視我的風度,我忍痛溫柔地祝福
12:55 AM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
pictures pictures=) timothy and ericson keeps trying to imitate this picture. timothy's attempt (failed horribly) ericson's attempt( equally fail) i take you. you take me? night b4 FOC zen was wearing my specs. night b4 FOC again. me and jiawei!
me and ikhwan! our dear event chair=) me and chunhui! me and desmond(brother!) me and timothy su me and timothy again. but clearer. lol me and shafiq! i was playing around with timothy's shoes during camp. LOL chunhui. denise. melody and me!
NIGHTWALK PREPARATION! me and chicken little(xuanjun) me and jiawei me and jingying (night b4 FOC) dats melody under the mask. (night b4 FOC) dats zen under the mask he look damn funny with that mask lar. i keep laughing non-stop HAHA. me and denise. after makeup for night walk me and vick me and hongboon
11:28 PM
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
you or you? i dunno either. oh wells. i finally understand the statement 你宁愿当一次他的男（女）朋友，还是当他一辈子的好朋友
lalala. today went for FOP and i was super late. haha. blame the driver? lol TIMOTHY SU! haha ok lar. it was shafiq who was late. hoho. i was early lor! anyways. the whole spice training thing was crap lar. damn stupid i dunno wad to teach. but it's over anyways. lalala~
after that went for lunch with timo, shawn, damien, junyi, shafiq and HUI! haha. timo drove=) went all the way to maxwell lor. haha. lucky timo's car big enough for so many pple. whoots! after that went back school for FOR meeting. but halfway me and feiwen left cos....... ah wells. maybe u noe maybe u dont. good if u do=) shant disclose wad and where were we but was together with a great bunch of pple=) CRUSADERS. love ya to bits.
after that most pple went off bah. den hui had to go for strings meeting so i was left alone=( den i went off with timo shawn ericson and junyi. cant believe i acually went for dinner with them! first time i go out with smit pple without hui. OMG. congrats sammie! went to eat claypot at lavender dere. i only ate a little lar. den after that went for desert. damn nice=) den timo fetch me home first b4 they go meet shafiq. LOL.
haiz. sometimes. i just hate secrets.
10:21 PM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
damn. i tink i got fever. argh. and tmr need go school. meeting timothy and shafiq at aljunied at 915. hope i wont be late. oh wells.
headaching away~~~~ chicken little's in thailand! and he msged me at 6am in the morning-.- haha. hope he's having fun! msn seems alot quieter without that chicken pok kehing around. LOL.
been feeling kinda rotten. i seemed to have neglected my friends because of smit. im sorry=(
11:18 PM
i just posted the details bout prep camp. haha. scroll down 2 post to see the details. not gonna be updating as detailed for actual camp cos the activities are the same. so just roughly wad we went through bah=)
went into camp on sunday night and prepared our nightwalk stuff till quite late before we managed to get some sleep. and the next morning we went to fc4 for breakfast. didnt eat much cos no appetite. then afternoon came the freshies! it was damn funny to see the catalysts coming down the staris'lift trying to act dumb. HAHA. cute tho.
first day was mainly station games and night walk but i guess the freshies were still stranger to each other so the station games were kinda alright. went smoothly and successfully so not much of a trouble. then came the night walk at night which was damn cool. much more successful than prep camp. haha. i heard alot of pple break down at the front. LOL. imagine we ended our night walk at 4+ when there are bout 80+ freshies yet we ended ournightwalk during prepcamp at 5+ when there were only 16 GLs. WHOA. imagine the number of pple who broke down. had fun telling stupid jokes with chickenlittle, xanthus, hui and jingying before the walk started. haha. really dumb jokes.
second day was amazing race. was supposed to be stationed at my dear merlion here but it rained so we were moved to suntec. haha. had fun running along with them while they go round taking photos. amazing race went rather well. haha. the condom blowing station was the best! haha. and their shields were all stolen at that station. oh yea and timothy opened a last station at wheelock. counting and counting random stuffs. haha. it's cool how they manage to work out the number of cones so fast. whoa. smart crusaders. and the freshies were damn cute. trying tocount the tiles one by one. HAHA. then went back schol and had dinner and somehow i just dunno why suddenly my emotions just poured out like never b4. it seems all the feeling bottled up since prep camp just exploded. haiz. but it's all over anyways. and sorry timothy for holding back the programme! after that was battle royale. but i tink the freshies were too tired to be running about round the whole school after amazing race that morning so everyone was kinda restless. thanks chicken little for the encouraging msg=) oh yes! i called yingqi the time when i felt i was gonna break down. thanks for being there! haiz. otherwise i tink i would haf died in the camp. thanks for the encouragement! and all you other dear aquaddies! i will stay striong=) and yingqi pls dont do this again. coming down to dover so late all alone is not safe ok. make me worry for your safety! but i was seriously touched when i saw you.
third day was sentosa! most fun part of the camp. haha. everyone was burnt burnt burnt. LOL. set off early in he morning to sentosa and had loadsa fun at the games there but i tink the best part was the waitng for freshies to come time. haha. just the short period of time hanging out with crusaders and playing in the water. LOL. esp when u haf 2 great entertainers like zen and CL. HAHAHA.at the end of the day everyone was so tired. LOL. went back school changed and had dinner. den went back bunk to rest for awhile b going for shim night and disco night. had great fun there and i never see chunhui so high b4! haha. really damn high during disco night.
den last day did nothing much. haha. woke up at 12! omg. den wrote the testimonials thing and was ready to go home! debrief was kinda saddening at some part but it ended happily still. went home tht day at 1130! damn late. slept till the next day 1pm den had to go shool for the spice training.
haha. really had lotsa fun during the camp. I LOVE CRUSADERS! IMBA! yayyyyyy=)
11:43 AM
Friday, April 04, 2008
yes. back from camp yest. it's a camp worth remembering and im glad i hung on to it. im glad i didnt give up halfway. im glad i didnt give up on smit.
not in the mood to type long post now but i'll come back to update bout the whole camp! ahhaha. yest break camp le den went for dinner at clementi. wanted to share cab home from sch with timothy su at first den he say why not go eat dinner den go home so i tot ok lor. den end up oso nv take cab! we took train home. haha. dumb lar.went home with timo desmond and shafiq. den talked about camp on the way. LOL. den timothy alighted at aljunied with me and he walked me home. haha. thanks eh GM! next time must ask him fetch me go sch if he drive. lol. got shun feng ce! woohoo~
and im proud to say im a crusader=)
you have stolen my heart. dont go away.
10:44 PM
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Girl 18 160790 Singapore Polytechnic Diploma in Music and Audio Technology
