haii. it's happening all over again. except.. it's much worst this time. haii. i almost cried just now. it's so scary..
i so wanted to talk to you just now ): but i cant...
10:20 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR COUSIN (: and all the indians are celebrating with you! how nice!! LOL. im mean. but I LOVE YOU ANYWAYS DEAR CHERYL GANNIE. hahaha.
today was a wonderful day spent. lol. had fun being retarded with my cousins. haha. i mean seriously retarded. we were doing the dumbest things ever. but it was fun (: I LOVE YOU COUSIN!
and yeaa. it was a nice afternoon spent with you too (: next time we shall plan WHAT to do and WHERE to go first. hahaha. yes. oh and i realised u dont have to be rich to be an audiophile. you need to be FREAKING rich to be one. like seriously. the prices are like OMGGGGGG. hahahaha. and the boss at the shop was scary. really! lol.
woooo. bye! LOVE YOU indian COUSIN! happy deepavali everyone! ((((:
12:08 AM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
i am soooo tiredddd.
this week is rather uneventful. hahha. nth much happened laa. im too lazy to elaborate bout the week. it's just school everyday. haha. school's fun but im so tired.... lol. but it's ok (: im enjoying this tiredness cos school's fun.
went out with vick grace and hui yest to watch movie. haha. cos we only had music theory from 8-10. lol. went to watch tropic thunder. funny show. lol. and yeah.
im too tired to type. haha. bloody cramps are irritating me. and keep making me want to sleep. argh.
yayy. im excited to meet you (:
9:59 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
OMG! xiaozhu's new song! haha. for charity i tink?? nice laa. although it sounds like some oldies. the mix makes it sound like some oldies. LOL. but it's still nice (:
10:34 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
yooo. havent been blogging about school aye. haha. school's been pretty much fun so far. because assignments havent really come in yet. LOL. next week. it's gonna start! the mad rush for assignments. haha. oh. i tink i kinda over strained my muscle while running up and down during the live sound thing on wednesday. haha. peiyun oso laa! only grace never. cos she stay at FOH only. lol.
MONDAY firsty day of school.. was super excited to go school after a super long holiday. couldnt sleep the night before laa. haha. but i still woke up on time! and i was like super energetic. lol. so the first day of school started with DVPT. sian laa. and now we're on the 5th level labs! cannot hide from jennifer ang anymore! ahha. den cannot watch videos in class! after that was performance laa. den nothing much lo.
after school went for dinner with vick. lol. chatted for a super super long time laa. talked bout lotsa stuff too (:
TUESDAY was a super long day. our timetable was 8-6! that's like madness. haha. but gems was fun! khaz and zakk were in the same gems as me. yayy. finally i got friend. haha. after school we had strings. was damn tired after that laa. arms were aching. haha. tuesday was a tiring day laa.
but i was super happy when i recieved ur msg in the day! surprised too (:
WEDNESDAY finally can wake up late because lesson starts at 10! and we only had one lesson that day. and yeah. had live sound duty at moberly. and i tink we kinda screwed up the show. haha. although things still managed to run smoothly in the end. after not touching the mixer for soooooo long. we really forgot alot of stuff. haha. BUT we're ok with it now! the next show will be successful! i hope? lol.
THURSDAY had piano early in the morning. den went for REMT. live sound is super fun! haha. i love it (: den joel chunhui peiyun and me decided to go for ensemble. haha. but we were having so much fun chatting at fc4 dat we decided to go next week instead. so end up we only went to watch the ensemble practice for awhile. was damn motivated to practice my violin after that laa. haha. we went back to clubroom and wanted to practice abit but our violins were soooo out of tune. and by the time we kinda tuned our violins already time to go home! haha. nvm. i shall practice at home den. lol. oh yeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMY! you're finally 18! haha.
FRIDAY today! yayy. no lesson today because tin hee not feeling well i tink? hope she gets well soon! so yeah. today's my dad's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! haha. going out for dinner together with my family later(: so yepps. BYE!
oh yeah. i need to go yamaha get some stuff. anyone wanna date me out? haha. den i can go buy my stuff at the same time. HEHE.
12:24 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
ahh.. i feel like crying.. really really feel like crying.. but the tears just wont flow. and this feeling sucks.
i dont know wad to do. how. VICK. HOW? HOW????? VICKKKK. ):
12:47 AM
Sunday, October 12, 2008
was looking through some photos taken during the beginning of the year. from FOC to graduation performance to esplanade performance till now.
and somehow i realised... things seemed so much happier then. so many things. be it friends or just growing up problems. haii.
can we all go back to the past? when things were still happy. when there was nothing to make life miserable. when everyone were still friends. when school was still enjoyable. when we could talk bout anything and everything. when we could laugh over anything and everything too. haiiii.
growing up is so tiring ):
i want to go back to that period of time.....
2:12 AM
Friday, October 10, 2008
found it! go listen! haha.
1:33 AM
addicted to so many nice songs recently! here's one of them. all emo songs laa. haha. cos they somehow kinda describe how im feeling. SOMEHOW only. lol. go listen online if you can! really super nice. haha.
wrote some dumb lyrics few days ago. and sihao helped me make it into a super nice song. and he sent it for competition!! haha. omg. my horrible lyrics kena send to competition. LOL.
oh wells. i miss you ): dreams still dont come true. sadly
1:06 AM
Monday, October 06, 2008
stop thinking sam!
stop!
stop!
ahhhhhh~
i cant stop. how?
11:28 PM
i tink i got some kind of throat infection ): arghh.
went for my mum's cousin's wedding dinner yesterday. it was held at singapore expo. haha. not in the hall of course. it's at some restaurant over there. the food was not very nice... for a wedding dinner laa. but oh wells. i tink their planning kinda screwed up. cos one of my mum's cousin came and left. cos apparently there wasnt space for her family. hmm. doesnt seem very nice aye. but oh wells.. the bride was super super pretty!!! haha..
me and my cousins were discussing how we want our wedding to be like next time.. a question i never really thought bout before. haha. wedding lehh. seem so far away.. but after hearing what my cousins say.. i decided what kind of wedding i wanna have alr (: cheryl wants hers to be held at the beach! haha. cool idea. mun ling wants to fly in! haha. she doesnt want to walk in on red carpet. nonsense laa she. and she says there'll be no sharks fin for her wedding dinner cos she doesnt want to kill more sharks. HAHAHA. vegetable soup aye.
had a great time spending time with my cousins. although there were only 4 of us yesterday. cos samuel and germaine had PSLE. shaun had exams. and i dunno why andrew nvr come. lol. first time it was only the 4 of us at dinner laa. cool (:
school's gonna start in a week's time! and tmr must choose gems. hope i dont end up in some stupid gems ALONE again. haha. okie im off to watch hotshot(: bYE!
12:32 PM
Sunday, October 05, 2008
woohooo. yesterday was the bestest day ever. haha! met up with ALL my bestest friends in a single day! i was so busy that day! haha. changed so many 'shifts' cos i was meeting so many different groups of friends in a day. LOL. but i had alot alot of fun (:
was super glad u managed to make it in time. even though i was bout to fall asleep when u msged me. HAHA! thanks for making the effort to meet up even though u were so tired. can see that you were super worn out cos ur eyes were so red. haha. make me feel so bad. hope to see ya again! soon i hope (: take care and rest well. dont be so stress yeah.
after that went to meet grace and chunhui cos grace wanted to go shopping. she was the only one shopping laa. haha. me and chunhui were just there to accompany her. and she really SHOPPED. bought so many things. lol then i went to meet my dear squadmates at pepperlunch(: celebrated tanglin and kirstie's early birthday! haha. had fun laughing and crapping around with them. then we went to prepare our surprise for them! at the playground at suntec. haha! so cool la. was so glad to see them so touched (: LOVE YA SQUADDIES! TKGRCY 3013-53. WOOO~
then i had to leave early again. haha. cos i had to go do the dedication thing for joel at the lazer show. sooming and cera accompanied me down (: and they decided to do the dedication for tang and kirstie too. haha. so yeah. the lazer show kept flashing the msg for joel and tang and kirstie! so happy to see 3 of my bestest friends' names up there. damn cool laa. one was from DMAT 8ban. the other was from TKGRCY 3013-53. the feeling was so..... undescribable LOVE YA ALL SO SO SO MUCH!
so yeah. my dear squadmates left after that cos i went to join my dear 8ban alr. vick joined us after that. together with hazel(: we went to esplanade and watched some band performance. haha. but i didnt really want to stay there cos the sound was so super blasting. and the moment i dont do anything i'll start to THINK. think bout some unhappy stuff. haha. so i suggested we go somewhere else and DO something instead. oh yeah! we met oliver there too! haha. anyways. chunhui had to leave alr so we sent her off at the bus stop. and decided to just sit around esplanade and chat. left esplanade at 1130(: and we thought we missed the last train. haha. luckily never. reached home at 12 plus. den chatted with grace on the phone till 230. was so tired laa. oh oh oh! out of the 8 of us. 4 of us were sick! haha. vick joel peiyun and me. LOL so bonded right? we share germs too.
but it was a day filled with lotsa fun, laughters and beautiful memories(: really didnt want the day to end. how i wished time could just stay still forever and we will all stay together forever too. LOVE YA ALL LOADS. everyone that i met today(:
PICTURES!
squadmates(: tanglin and kirstie (: squadmates forever! sooming. beloved squadmates me tanglin yingqi yeah! we made this for the 2 birthday girls.
8BAN (: joel me grace 8ban. plus yiqing and a missing vick. yeah! finally! our best group photo! 8BAN. plus yiqing and hazel (:
how i wish we can hold hands and walk down the streets one day. i wanted a hug so much. will i ever get one?
12:05 PM
Friday, October 03, 2008
woo. work's been over for few days. haha. no more irritating kids and dumb teachers to handle anymore. the job's been fun yet tiring. the kids were cute laa. just a little too annoying at times. hahaha.
went to watch mirrors on wednesday with peiyun grace chunhui and shun. haha. imagine grace watching MIRRORS! lol. damn funny la. she was just covering her eyes throughout the whole show. den halfway through the show i was covering my eyes and happened to turn and look at shun and i got a fright of my life. HAHA. he stupidly hide his head in his shirt. so i turned over and saw him WITH NO HEAD. damn dumb. but i burst out laughing after that. chunhui was damn cool la. she totally not affected at all. omg. she's.... non-human. HAHA. cos me and peiyun were like covering our eyes but still trying to peep to see wad happened. the show was scary. it's worst than 4bia. bathed damn fast that night after i reached home. haha. i didnt dare to look at the mirror. seriously. first time i watch horror movie and SO TERRIBLY affected by it. omg. ended up talking to grace on the phone till 5am. haha. that stupid show has been terrifying me TILL NOW. although not so much anymore.
thurday.. had piano at 11 in the morning. den met peiyun and grace to go hand in our time sheet for our work so that we can get our pay(: den met ferguson after that. AND he msged to say he was gonna be SLIGHTLY late. but he ended up 2 1/2 hrs late laa! huhh.. LOL went to watch eagle eye. the show was super cool. lol. but it'll be damn scary if it happens in real life. haha. stupid system laa. cause so much trouble. but it's still kinda cool to own an eagle eye. but like wad ferg say. must plan for emergency shut down. HAHAHA. after the movie we went sakae. lol. talked so much and laughed so much laa. haha. den went to macdonalds to rot. i was dreading to go home laa. haha. cos i was still suffering after the stupid mirrors movie. i just wanted to stay out and not go home. lol. but ferg and grace seemed tired so no choice. go home lor. haha. but i decided to sleep my brother's room that night so... i finally managed to get some sleep! haha. was feeling so high the whole day laa. cos lack of sleep.
today.. did nth much. haha. only went for piano lesson AGAIN. den went home. and slept on the sofa. was feeling so tired la. dunno why.
TOMORROW! is gonna be a super exciting day. haha. cos im gonna meet ALL my bestest friends in a day! celebrating joel and tanglin's bdae together at the same place at different times. haha. and hope you can come out early so we can meet! haha. but it's ok if we cant. next week oso can (:
who said dreams do come true if u dreamt hard enough? haii. i dreamed so hard but still it didnt come true. and i doubt it ever will. it will just remain a dream forever and ever. cos i cant do anything bout it ):
i need an angel who makes dreams come true.. where are you angel?
11:16 PM
Welcome!
hello (:
It's Me
Girl 18 160790 Singapore Polytechnic Diploma in Music and Audio Technology
