Thursday, March 30, 2006
farewell is like only 1 week away..
1 week.. u noe how fast that is?? haiz.. today i was telling pau.. today is exactly 1 week left before we are down and out of tkgrcy.. haiz.. saddening isnt it? for sec 4s yes lar.. for juniors.... i dunno.. dey dun seem sad we're leaving.. we asked them whether they sad and they said no.. like immediately..
haiz.. thinking back bout the past really make me wanna shed tears.. i mean.. 4 years or rather i shud say 3 years.. it's like gone in a blink of an eye.. just liddat.. it's already the last metres of the journey.. and we'll end it already.. just that few metres left.. and i wanna end the journey with a bang.. i wanna end it wonderfully..
think about those times when i was still sec 1s.. when everything was just.. following and doing things right.. it was nice.. to be the youngest to get the least scoldings.. haiz.. den sec 2.. with the new batch of juniors.. we got more scoldings.. i dun mean it's their fault.. yes.. we are suppose to teach them guide them.. it's a norm that sec 2s always get the most scoldings.. it's a norm.. den se 3s.. proposals come pouring in.. more and more disputes arise and fights occur like so often we even became numb to such situations.. yeps.. but we survived through it as a squad.. a squad of 17 wonderful fire of the unit.. den took over.. and became the leaders.. things took a big turn then.. yes.. we were excited to be in-charge.. to be the biggest.. it's fun.. yes.. i admit it is.. but it's also the toughest phase in tkgrcy..(or at least that's how i feel) i noe i've said this many times.. but.. seriously.. it's not easy to be the one leading and organising stuff.. the process is really not easy.. carrying out the actual event is worst.. u haf to make sure everything goes smoothly.. everything has to be taken into consideration.. be it minor or major stuff.. everything.. it's not easy.. really.. but we still survived through.. we did.. and now.. we've come to the last phase of our journey.. yes.. treasure our last few steps in tkgrcy.. the few steps will soon be gone.. and we'll reach our final destination..soon.. very soon..
to my squadmates: we've been the fire of the unit for the past 3 years.. and i noe we always will.. no matter where we are.. no matter wad we do.. yes..
yupz.. leaving tkgrcy does not mark the end of my red cross journey.. i've only reached the end of the first part.. i'll continue the 2nd part.. i definitely will.. red cross haf become a great part of my life and it always will=)
i shant tok much bout the past here.. leave it till farewell.. but.. might not haf the time to tok so much lar.. ma'am sarah doesnt allow us to talk for 4 hrs.. i mean.. 17 pple.. and we side track like.. SUPER EASILY.. u noe us.. sec 4s'06.
hmm.. nvm.. we'll just make do with wad we haf.. i'm sure we'll be able to squeeze everything in the time we haf=)
we've been the fire of the unit and i noe we always will be. sec 4s'06. i love all of you.=)
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