Wednesday, March 28, 2007
i'm scared.. very scared...
shouldnt i be excited instead??
but somehow everytime i step into SP, images of my squadmates just keep appearing in my mind.. i really miss them alot.. i miss those times we spent together..not that they are haunting me or sth.. i just miss them. seriously.. i dun wanna be seperated from them=(((
i feel insecured without that bunch of crazy pple..
haiz.. how?? i'm afraid to be alone...
i want my friends......
i want to meet pple like my squaddies...
i'm afraid to meet new pple alone...
i'm really scared.....
very very scared.....
it's scary to go to a new environment ALONE.. with totally no friends at all..
i wanna cry everyime i go into school...
ahhh.......
squaddies.. where are u everytime i tink of u??
=(((
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