Been a long time since I really updated whats happening around me ehh.
LOL.
Finally im in a typing long story mood. So be prepared for a long long post=)
But lotsa photos too!
FIRST PERFORMANCE (last last week’s event?)
Yepp.
Our first performance for performance module was held at Moberly for its opening.
It was a super fun event I tink. Enjoyed playing on stage and watching other classmates perform too=) esp vick’s cello playing. It’s so OMG. Seriously you’ll just fall in love with him just by watching him play. Don’t see he always crazy crazy. Once he play his cello it’s like OMG. That’s so not vick anymore. He looks so serious and ahhhh ATTRACTIVE. (lol. Do I sound like im in love with him? Wahaha. . YES HE’S MY BESTEST FRIEND aka bear)
But im not the only one lar. go ask any other DMATers they’ll sure tell you the same thing.
Oh oh oh. So many smit pple was dere. Which makes it even more scary. At first I only saw them when chunhui was performing then after her group al the smit pple were gone so I thought they’ve gone home or sth and wont be coming back. Who noes just before my group was going up ALL OF THEM came back. OMG lar. Was damn nervous. Haha. Trembling away. Good thing the keys don’t shake. Wahaha. So no one noes my hands were trembling like nobody’s business. I swear my hands were literally shaking. HAHA.
But performing is fun=)
Went out for dinner with bout half the class after that. Had fun chatting and hanging around with the cool bunch of peepsJ
Last Saturday was string ensemble’s camp. Haha. Was kinda sick but still went for it lar. Had a hard time trying to teach the camp song cos apparently I was the only one in the room who really knew all the songs so I was shouting my lungs out. Haha. Was at the brink of losing my voice alr. Luckily Arthur came in to help. Haha. The camp was fun=)
OH.
But it wasn’t that bad at first so I thought maybe it wasn’t injured afterall so I just continued walking an even ran to the casualty over at fc 5. he really sprained his ankle badly there. Haha. But I was limping away alr lar. Then I treated that freshie and sent him back to bunk. After that my ankle became really bad. It was damn painful lar. But it didn’t swell so I didn’t expect it to be so badly sprained.
After that we went to the dance studio and tried to get some sleep but my ankle was so painful I couldn’t sleep at all. And I was feeling really sick that night oso. Couldn’t breathe cos my nose was blocked badly. Haha. So I didn’t sleep lar. Until vick came in at around 6 or 7 plus? He so nice lar. Come help me massage my ankle. LOL. Was really tired in the morning and managed to fall asleep for bout ½ hr. then I gave up sleeping cos my ankle was really damn painful and I was feeling so sick. Haha. Luckily it was a 2D1N camp. Was limping very badly the next morning lar. Had such a hard time traveling home. When I reached home I finally iced it and bandaged it up and went to sleep. And guess wad. When I woke up my ankle was so swollen. that was when I realized how badly sprained it was, so I couldn’t walk at all on Sunday.
Luckily by Monday it was a lot better=)
TUESDAY
Haha. Nth much happened bah. Just stayed back to practice our zong zai wo shen pang. Hmm. Some unhappy things happened lar. But cheer up hui=) u have
WEDNESDAY.
Haiz. Wednesday was generally an ok day. Until………hais.....
Im not gonna say what happened but to those who noes what happened just keep it to yourself. Those who don’t. don’t ask ok=) I really hate that incident. Really hate it to the core of the core. It just spoiled the entire day for me and made me totally shut down after that.
BUT I was glad I went to tampines to meet my dearest squadmates=)
They really brightened up everything and made me forget the unhappiness for that short period of time we were together. LOVE YA LOADS 3013-53. squadmates forever=)
Went home and finally broke down while bathing. Guess wad. I controlled the tears for 4 hrs. really controlled. I so wanted to break down on the spot when the thing happened but I knew I couldn’t cos things would turn ugly. So I reached home and really couldn’t stand it anymore. I was really scared. Really really terrified. It was a kind of fear I dunno how to describe. And I dunno what I was scared of. Things just suddenly became wrong. Everything just took a wrong turn and now it’s not gonna turn back. It’s hard.
That day I so wanted to talk to ***** but he was overseas. I really really wanted to call him but I couldn’t. I was feeling so lost and scared. Then I came online and vick grace chunhui and ***** wasn’t online. Damn. I really felt I was totally alone. So when chunhui’s name finally popped out on msn my tears just flowed like it was never gonna stop. Cried for almost an hr. really cried my heart out. Was so afraid my parents could hear me from outside lar.
Thanks hui for talking to me online=)
And especially to vick who immediately called me after I msged him. That was super sweet of you=)
I really felt so protected after talking to both of them. LOVE YA LOADS=)
THURSDAY
Haha. Nothing much bah. Was still kinda suffering from what happened on Wednesday. Gave vick a huge hug during lesson when he came and ask me if I was ok. Was really touched by what he did lar. Yes it was just a phone call. But it was a phone call so important to me that day. THANKS A LOT A
During performance I almost broke down again. Was trying so hard to hold back my tears. I swear if anyone was to come and ask me if I was ok at that point of time I would definitely have broke down.
I dunno why but everytime in school I’ll be super afraid to be alone. It’s just that fear inside me but i dunno how to describe how i exactly feel. just super scared. It sucks to feel like this.
But at least I noe my friends are always there for me=)
Vick, grace, chunhui….. I just feel so safe around with them.
Glad to have you in my life. Really. Love you all to bits=)
FRIDAY
Yepps. Today is a happy day! Haha. Jimmy jap’s lesson was cancelled so which means I don’t hafta go sch today! Haha. Woke up at 12. wooohoooo.
But went to school for our performance practice then went to shun’s hse to celebrate his birthday. Haha. Had fun haning around wth our classmates and watching them throw shun into the swimming pool. Haha. Small boy. And he went round hugging everyone. Making everyone wet. LOL.
Left his place at 11+ and shared a cab home with grace and peiyun=)
And finally here I am typing all these.
That’s seriously a long long post. LOL.
12:39 AM