we are drifting apart. we are. alot. the feeling of CLOSE just isnt there anymore. everything seems to be so surfaced. argh. and i dont like it when ure forcing urself to do things just cos ure afraid i will feel awkward or wad. why cant things just be normal? dont do it if u dont like. it's like ure doing it just for the sake of doing it. it defeats the purpose. u end up making both parties unhappy. i noe u were just trying to help. but i can see u arent happy in the process of it. and i dont like to see that. really. it's fine if u really dowan to do it.
u noe. i always feel so out of place together with the group of you. it's like im dere just because XX person is my friend. and like XX is the main character and it doesnt even matter if i come along or not. im just asked along out of courtesy. maybe if one day i just suddenly go missing halfway while with the bunch of you no one would even realise i was gone. im trying hard to join u all as often as i can. im trying hard not to drift away from you you and you but i noe some things just isnt possible if only one party sees the prob haiz. there are just too many things i wanna say. i dunno how to type it out either. why are things becoming liddat. so many events had happened. shall update in detail another time. together with photos ok! haha. today no mood to do all this uploading stuff. been sick since tuesday. kuku-ded. and having bad cramps today. sucks lar. suddenly got very very serious cramps. been long since i last had cramps this bad. dunno why.
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