Wednesday, September 03, 2008
我家里出事了
haii.
so much stuff has happened at home.
it's just... too much.
it feels like my family is crumbling.
everything seems to be falling apart.
everything=(
had a super long talk with my mum just now.
and she broke down. all i did was to sit there and keep quiet.
i noe she's troubled. i noe she's upset.
but i cant do anything other than just being her listening ear.
feel so helpless.....
i so wanted to cry just now too.
but i noe i cant.
i cant....
i just knew i had to hold back my tears.
tears welled up in my eyes so many many times.
but i just had to swallow it back.
i couldnt let it fall.
who was i to cry?
i had to be strong
strong enough to be her listening ear.
):
im sorry grace..
for not being there to listen when u needed someone to talk to.
i had my own problems to settle.....
sorry...
1:20 AM
