Tuesday, September 23, 2008
i cant sleep!
and i need to wake up at 6 plus tmr.
damn.
felt like getting this load of thoughts off my mind.......
some people come into ur life.. and stay forever..
some people come into your life.. just to take a peek and go..
some people come into ur life.. stay for awhile then decides to leave..
haii. why cant everyone just stay forever..
had so much to say just now..
and suddenly i realise im lost for words..
i dunno how to express wad ive been thinking bout this few days all of a sudden..
probably it's the first time i lost a friendship that i treasured alot.
first time i treasured a friend so much yet the other party doesnt seem to think the same.
a friend i thought i could have for a long time..
haii. yeah. it's the first time i lost a friend whom i was so close to just months ago.
or maybe weeks ago?
oh wells.
kinda miss the times we talked so much.
miss the times we msg each other for almost the whole day.
miss the times we msg in the middle of the night till i fall asleep.
miss the times we chatted on the phone till daybreak.
miss the times when i know there was someone i could disturb when i cant get to sleep at night.
miss the times when we met for dinner so often.
miss the times when i could rant to you about anything.
miss the times when i had someone to talk to when i was feeling down.
miss the morning calls early in the morning.
miss the times when i could ask you for help and you'd definitely have a way to solve my probs.
miss the times when we were still good friends ):
didnt want you to get the wrong idea.
yet i dunno how to tell you that i really dont want us to drift further anymore.
i dont know if ure ever gonna read this but in any case if you do.
just wanna let you know that i really treasured that friendship we had alot.
yet now we seem to be so stranger.
we were friends who talked everyday in the past.
and now we're friends who seem to have totally nothing to talk about.
sad huh?
you were a friend i could confide in and talk to about anything under the sun.
cos i noe you'd have good advice and everything.
thats why you began to become like an older brother to me, a friend i could turn to anytime.
but oh wells.
like wad you say..
maybe it's the time when we have to move on to a new phase in life..
and yeah. so be it.
so...
if you happen to chance upon this post..
dont get the wrong idea about anything i said above.
it's just.. you were a really nice friend to talk to and hang out with (:
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